The One Called Am

Boys Will Be Boys

2012-02-02T00:56:00.000+08:00

Chronicle Boys will be boys

just got back form the cinema.. watched, Chronicle.. with the tagline, Boys Will Be Boys..

at first i was a bit sceptical to watch it since my friend who work as the steward watch a lil bit of the preview and told me that the movie was a blahhh since the shots were made by a handy cam..

but my thought of the movie after it ends, AWESOMENESS ! ! !

so i went to watch it with my high school buddies, Syamsul, Syed, Wan, and Joe..

the ticket was RM10 each and we got the not so middle seat.. lets just say, i felt like i was watching a giant in person when the character gets in front of the cam..

so the movie starts off with this dude setting his newly bought cam.. he said that he's going to record every single thing starting from that moment.. the dude's name is Andrew Detmer. his dad was a firefighter and a full timer drunk head. his mom is sick and on her deathbed. Andrew got a just tiny case of loserness.. he goes to school with his cousin and only friend, Matt Garetty. one day, Matt, being the thoughtful and caring cousin he is, take Andrew to a party. they then joined by the future to be class president, Steve Montgomery. together, they go into the woods where there's a crater that produce sounds.. they boys jump into the crater only to discover that it leads to a room where a meteorite-kinda like rock hums a mysterious sound and colour. suddenly. their nose bleeds and then the scene goes black.

afterwards, the boys discover that they develop professor X's power which is telekinesis. telekinesis here for you i don't where were you when 4 X-men movies were out, is the power to move, control, vibrate and stop things or people with your mind.. and yes, i did wrote vibrate there.. so the boys, being the good samaritan they are, use the power for fun and games such as building the Needle Tower using legos, moving a cart at the supermarket, make a dude fall, move a car and control a teddy bear to make it look likes it flying so that it scares the shit out of a little girl.. hey, the tagline did says, boys will be boys right ? but then, while they were having fun, something went wrong. they can fly, but they can also kill people, and a mini beetle exploded.

want to know what happen ? watch it for yourself...

see the cloud obeying his will... middle finger up cloudy !

The X-Files team !! no, this is when they went into the crater's cave..

told you they could fly..

Who's Up For A Journey ?

2012-01-29T03:15:00.000+08:00

hey there folks..
so, just got back from the cinema, watched Journey 2 : The Mysterious Island..
yeah i know i'm a lil bit late from the rest of you Lord-Knows-How-Much-Free-Time-You-People-Got people.. but hey, at least i've watched it..

so went with Fizah, Faizul and Timah.. these were my buddies back when i was working at KFC.. and they still are my peeps..
the plan was spontaneous actually.. we actually planned to just go for drinks.. but then they said they want to see a movie and all..
the girls actually wanted to see Sumpahan Kum Kum but unfortunately (for them :P ) they tickets were out..
so, like it or not, they have to watch Journey 2 with us.. hoyeah !

Ze Tickets !

well what i can say that the movie was plain AWESOME !

yeah i'm a big fan of myths, fantasy movies..

from a poodle size elephant to the size of an aerobus lizard, to gold lava volcano,to The Rock singing and lastly to Vanessa Hudgen's boobs and butt, the movie was perfect..

Hollywood have been making quite a lot of movie that shows stepfather tries to win the heart of his stepchild..

but i think so far, The Rock has take the lead..

i mean, what stepfather or any real father for that matter, that would take a boy for an adventure on a mysterious island, literally ?

the graphic was awesome, the story line is good and it's actually funny and good to watch..

the story started off with Sean, the main protagonist, riding a dirt bike getting chased by a couple of boys in blue.. when he got caught, his mom (i dont even know her name..) and his stepfather, Hank (Dwayne 'The Rock' Johnson) grounded him.. but when Hank tries to get close to Sean, he actually managed to decipher the code sent by Sean's grandpa..

needless to say, the code actually tells that the Mysterious Island, in the Verne's book, is real *GASP!*

so Sean is committed to find the island and leave Hank no choice but to chaperoned him..

they are then taken to the island by Kailani *yeah i didn't really get her name* whiced was played by vanessa hudgens, and her dad, Guapaolo or something..

after a few scenes, they met Sean's granddad who doesnt even seems suprised by the fact that his grandson actually found him on a mysterious island..

granddad then take them to a ruins which was actually, the lost city of Atlantis..

only there that they discovered that the island is sinking..

how will they get out of there alive ?

well if you've watched the movie, then you must know the ending..

and if you haven't, then do go to the cinema near you..

Happy Birthday Dad ! I Owe You Big Time !

2012-01-20T03:05:00.000+08:00

it's the 20th of January and today is my dad's birthday !

he's 53 this year and 5 more years till he's retiring..

in other word, i better grad, get a job, and get my ass out of his house by then..

hey dad, i know that you WILL never read this as i know you are busy at work and after that you just want to take a load off and relax.. but i'm going to say this anyway,

I love you no matter what happen..

you take care of me since i was a cry baby baby, till i'm a cry baby adult..

you took me from a family that probably couldn't take care of me and raised me up as if i come from your blood..

and you spend all your hard earn money on not only me, but also Abang and Adik, and well, especially me so that we'll grow up to actually be a person..

and for that, I owe you.. BIG TIME.

you were there to wake me up every morning when i was in school,

you were there during my first day of school..

you were there when the doctor sunat-kan me..

you were there to send and pick me up from kasturi whenever i want to get back home from UiTM Lendu..

and Dad, now it is my turn to be there when you need me..

God knows how you feel when i said that i got into TESL..

and He knows how you feel when i get to continue my degree..

and only He knows how you feel when i said that i'm not going to continue my degree in business anymore..

and yet, as a good, no, GREAT father you are, you and mom both support me when i said that i'll keep on trying to get my ass into B.Ed TESL..

Baba,

Thank you for raise me up as if i'm your child,

thank you for never raise up the fact that i'm adopted..

thank you for still being proud of me although lot other are laughing at me..

thank you for being a great dad..

no matter what you did, what other says about you, what other thinks about you,

you are STILL MY HERO and nothing will change that..

and sorry i can't treat anything special for you this year..

but trust me, there's not a single day that i pray to Allah that He'll give you good health so that you can see me hold that piece of certificate called Degree once day..

Baba, angah saya baba dan janji akan

buat baba bangga satu hari nanti.. :)

Ke Puncak !

2012-01-11T11:02:00.000+08:00

hey there.. yeah i'm pretty much alive..

so this week, i've been given 3 day offs from my boss..
the reason ?
no not because i've reached the target or something..
but because during the chinese new year i can't take a day off..

so the day offs start fro 9th of jan till 11th..
3 days. and oh yeah, i did i mentioned that i got my gaji alredi ?
hoyeah2 ! jalan2..

so i've decided to go to Puncak Alam this time..
i got like dozens or so friends here and i'm visiting them.. cool huh ?

so i'm staying at Amir Aidid's House.. Aneff also lives here..
oh yeah, so does my OPEMS friends.. *miss them*
and i managed to bring ardri here as well, eventho he insisted that he was going to go back to Muar right after final..

any way, as soon as i reached puncak alam, the 1t thing that i did was having dinner with the OPEMS..
so i met Asiah, Qil, Pia, Aimi, Jiji, Ain, Zizi, Syafiq and Apit.. oh and another one girl that i didnt get to know.. was it Aishah ? yeah think so.. we catched up, A LOT ! i mean, yeah, put me in a course for 1 sem, and i got many people to look out for.. heard that they are doing great at Puncak Alam *this is their 1st sem here.. before this was at Shah Alam..*
and what else can i say ?
i appreciate it that tho i only got 1 sem with them , they still remember me and contact me..
it makes me feel as if i left a big impact on their life tho i'm sure i don't..
thanks guys for still being there for me.. :)

and the next day, yesterday, i celebrated one of my bestfriend's birthday.. Diyanah Khalid has turned 21 people !
congrats bestie.. yeah i know i'm not your favorite.. i know that i'm not always there to help..
but i promise, that as long as you consider me as your bestfriend, i'll always try to be there for you.. :)

and that night, i went out with Amir's housemate, Ardri and Aneff..
Amir didn't joined us since he got a paper this morning..
so i went out with Ardri, Aneff, and two off Amir's housemate, Zarul and Zufri..
lets just say we had fun that involves 3 Suara, Ning Baizura, and a Abby Fana voiced GPS telling us where to go.. hahah.. and i can say that i had fun that only those who are really close to me can understand.. :)

so today i'm going back home.. kinda sad tho that i have to go back..
i like it here
it's fun
and i got all my friends here..
but hey, life gotta keep going forward right ?
can't stay still forever..

so this is me, signing out,
with peace and love from Puncak Alam,
Salam.. :)

too buzy or too lazy ?

2011-12-12T05:49:00.000+08:00

so i've been changing work again this past two months or so..

so after i quit from kfc, i worked at a karaoke place..

now guess where i'm working at ?

at the Lotus Five Star (LFS) Cinema 1Segamat..

yes people, segamat finally has it own cinema..

guess i don't have to go tto melaka again now..

so yeah, the title?

i haven't updated my blog in a while now..

heck, not even blog, but also twitter, facebook, skype and all other social networking site that i've joined..

reason ?

i don;t know.. perhaps i'm too busy with life..

i mean, working can help you to grow mature you know..

you'll care less about who's dating who, what's the latest gossip and whatnot on facebook,

you'll care less about what people tweet on twitter..

i mean, i myself have focused on other important things, such like money, family, bills, money, food, sleep and oh yeah, money..

this might be shocking to some of you non-working people, but working people tend to think a tad bit too much bout money.. go figure..

or maybe the fact that i couldn't find the use of s.n at the moment.. (note that sn here stands for social networking)

i don't that many friends to wall-to-wall, im or poking each other on facebook.. *i mean seriously, some of you have like, 12k friends or so.. do you even, i don't know, know half of them ?*

and most of my friends aren't using twitter..

plus, my new friends don't have that much time for sn.. being working and all...

so that's why i've decided to deactivate my facebook account..

so if you search me on facebook and couldn't find me, don't go spreading the rumors that i unfriend-ed you!

and also the reason why i've too occupied to update my blog..

that, or i'm just too freaking lazy.. :)

a life is only precious because it ended..

you'd set goal that way instead of thinking that you'll have a an eternity to settle things..

New Place, New People, New Experience

2011-11-17T00:16:00.000+08:00

*cough cough*
wow.. it has been a while since i come here.. there are dust everywhere..
so yeah i've been busy last month..
working at a new place, Dream World Family Karaoke..

after a month of hiatus from work, i decided *more like forced by my mom* to work again..
so yeah, the place is ok i guess.. kinda like a Red Box wanabe.. but ok..

so kengkawan kt tmpt baru nie ok la..
most of them are like older than me, some as old as my big brother..
so it' kinda awkward nak ber-kau-aku bersama mereka.. but then again, do i care ?
the pay is ok i guess.. 1k per month.. cukup la tu kan..

so yeah, new place, new experience..
aku rasa itu yang bagus..
aku lagi berani nak bercakap ngan orang ramai,
aku lagi confident nak cakap ngan big people *note : big people does not mean that they are physically big, maksud aku orang2 yang berpangkat besar ok..*
and i got working experience.. so, ok la tu kan?

and yes.. i do miss being a uni student
with my cousins going to my alma mater and what not.. it's kinda..frustrating?
but hey, what the heck right ?

the past can't be rewritten,

the future can't be fore tell,

but the present can be shape

the past it not for regret,

the future is not to be worried

the present is to be enjoy...

Ujian Dan Dugaan Allah part 2

2011-11-08T22:02:00.000+08:00

so continuation dari part 1,
golongan Gay Bi Lesbian Transgender nie, biasanya diorang kata, ini semua berlaku atas dari naluri diorang yang bernafsu ke arah jantina yang sama..

pada aku, itu mungkin betul.. perasaan itu datang dari hati di mana cinta boleh di pupuk..
kat suratkhabar aritu ada keluarkan? pasal seorang bini nie g report laki dye bernafsu songsang.. itu adalah apa yang berlaku bila kaum ini cuba untuk menutup mata masyarakat..
kawen, dapat anak, tapi last2 kantoi ngan bini wat projek ngan jantan,..
apalah guna kata cinta dan sayang pada isteri kalau nafsu ke arah lain..
tapi jangan pula kata aku setuju kalo gay nie betol..
x.. tetap berdosa.. jangan plak yang gay tu kata da nie naluri dye, ikut nie jerk la.. x.. jngn..

mungkin perasaan pada golongan sejenis ini adalah ujian dari Allah S.W.T..
ujian untuk melihat samada hambaNya ini berjaya atau tidak dalam Jihadnya melawan nafsu dan hasutan syaitan..
ada yang terpk camnie?
sesungguhnya ujian Allah itu datang dalam pelbagai bentuk..
kesusahan, kesakitan, pilihan, dan juga kadang2 dalam bentuk kesenangan..
ini semua adalah supaya kita ini ingat kepada Allah..

pada aku, siapa yang gay tu, kalo suatu hari t dye dapat berjumpa dengan sorang wanita da berkahwin serta mempunyai anak, maka wanita itu adalah seorang yang hebat..
kenapa?
kerana wanita itu berjaya mengubah nafsu dye ke arah yang betol..
kerana wanita itu berjaya mengubah dye dari seorang yang songsang, ke arah yang lurus..

tapi macam mana plak ngan crite yang atas tu? yang da kawen siap dapat anak tapi last2 gay jugak..
ha.. kan da cakap mungkin ini ujian Allah.. Dia da bagi rezeki iaitu seorang isteri, dan juga anak..
tapi lalai dengan keseronokan dunia, last2 bernafsu songsang jugak..
itu ujian Allah bukan saja pada sang suami.. namun juga pada sang isteri samada masih taat atau tidak pada suami, da berusaha untuk menjaga 'masjid'nya itu.. dan bukan macam orang laen yang mengambil jalan mudah dengan bercerai..

kata nak bendung gejala gay bi lesbian nie semua, tapi xnak berusaha untuk mengubah sang suami.. last2 suami tu jadi lagi teruk.. xleh kan?

Allah memberi ujian ke atas hambanya dalam pelbagai bentuk dan tidak kira waktu. Lulus atau tidak dalam ujian itu bukanlah bergantung pada kebijaksanaan yang kita ada, namun pada kekuatan IMAN kita sendiri. Janganlah bangga dengan status yang kita ada, kerana itu juga adalah ujian dari Nya.

Ujian Dan Dugaan Allah part 1

2011-11-08T21:41:00.000+08:00

Aku rasa 1 Malaysia da taw pasal ambisi Dato' Ambiga nak wat perjumpaan pasal hak seksualiti..
memperjuangkan hak Lesbian, Gay, Biseksual, Transgender dan Pondan di negara kita ini..
sudah tentu negara kita ini yang penuh dengan orang yang di lahirkan Islam, membangkang sepenuhnya acara nie.. agama laen selain Islam pon x de nak sokong nyer..
hubungan songsang nie memang memudaratkan bukan diri, namun juga masyarakat dan negara..
da laki ngan laki, pompuan ngan pompuan, celah mana nak dapat zuriat?

namun kita jngn la berfikiran negatif bila crite pasal benda nie..
sampai sekarang, yang kita tahu, ambiga nak minx hak kemanusian untuk golongan nie..
tapi hak itu, hak apa?
hak untuk bersuara? hak untuk berkahwin sesama jantina? atau hak untuk hidup dengan aman?

kompem ramai pernah tngk cerita sutun, xpon g tngk teater Patung Kertas..
ala banyak lagi la drama yang tunjuk mengenai hidup gay/pondan nie..
da sememangnya, dalam drama tu, golongan nie di anaiya kan?
masyarakat x trime, keluarga buang, idup melarat..
pernah terfikir x, yang semua itu realiti, bukan hanya rekaan?
lelaki yang lembut, akan di caci, di kutuk..
dan bila ada orang yang bela, orang tu pon akan dikutuk gak..

kita x tahu masa depan kita macam mana..
kita doq kutuk2 golongan nie, sekali anak cucu kita plak nanti rupanya jadi macam tu..
apa perasaan kita, lebih2 lagi golongan mak, yang da mengandungkan anak selama 9 bulan, lahirkan, susukan, besarkan, bagi didikan, sekali bila anak tu da besar, berperwatakan lembut atau mempunyai nafsu pada kaum sejenis?
cuba pk plak perasaan kita bila anak kita tu dimaki, di hina, di kutuk, oleh orang lain?

ingat pada Ashraf/Alesya ? ada sesiapa pk perasaan mak dye bila kutuk2 dan hina serta doakan teruk2 untuk arwah ?

so mungkin itu apa yang Merdeka Seksualiti nie nak..
Hak untuk golongan nie hidup tanpa rasa tertekan..
ya. mereka perlu berubah dan tidak melanggar perintah Allah S.W.T...
tapi mereka tidak perlu membesar dengan perasaan takut, sedih atau teranaiya..
benar atau tidak ini yang dimahukan oleh Ambiga, wallahualam...

menasihati dengan mulut. jika tiada kesan, baru guna tindakan. jika tidak berjaya, ubahlah dari hatinya..

i'm honored !

2011-11-07T23:54:00.000+08:00

1st time try screen capture! bangga lagi up dari cik jah!

so yeah, this is my 1st time using the screen capture something something.

if you guys can't read it, er, try to enlarge it !

so nmpak x pasal ap tu? nampak x?

those are my BM224 friends! the whole group have changed their DP on FB to the pic of an eel !

and when i asked them about it, they asked me to join em' as well!

aku bangga sngt dapat member macam diorang..

meskipon aku cuma 1 sem ngan diorang, tapi diorang still keep contact ngan aku.. meskipon aku x rapat sngt ngan diorang time aku study ngan diorang dlu, diorang still anggap aku famili diorang..

maafkan aku pasal sebelum nie aku pk korang ni x best.. time tu aku still sedih pisah ngan member2 asasi aku.. tpi sumpah, sekarang, baru sekarang, aku sedar yang korang nie best!

Aku Masih Ingat

2011-10-08T00:35:00.000+08:00

aku masih ingat
lagi cmner kitorang leh dapat nama tuk so-called-clique kitorang..
aku cadangkan gabungan initial nama kitorang..
mula2 nk cari password for hadi's laptop.. but then the name stick..
just as we were..

aku masih ingat,
1st movie kitorang tngk berlima..
Percy Jackson and The Lightning Thief..
alin takut balik lmbt pasal parents dye called and asked, kat mana, da lewat tapi x balik kampus lagi..
tp otw balik alin cakap thanx, pasal dye x pernah hang out ngan member mcm tu.. aku gelak namun hati aku senyum..

aku masih ingat..
faie sakit gigi time kitorang balik dari class ptsl2c's party kat tepi pantai..
nanges2 faie tahan sakit..
smpi xnak makan kat warung sebelah dimen tu..
time tu hadi pon sakit gigi gak..
diorang nak tumbuh geraham bongsu..

aku masih ingat..
kitorang lepak kat wakaf kat dang anum..
time tu ad kucing nak naek,
aku sergah kucing tu,
aku sebut, "ko nak naik nak cakar kan.."
faie ngan jamie plak dengar laen.. gelak besar kitorang..

aku masih ingat,
time tu kelas literatue..
aku grup ngan faie n jamie..
kitorang baca 1 short story nie..
time tu faie ngah leka..
aku ngan jamie lak baca 1 ayat nie yang kekal kitorang usik faie pasal dye xtw pape..
tra-la-la-la-la.. ayat simple tpi kitorang gelak..

aku masih ingat,
kitorang smbut b'day hadi..
faie belikan donut kat J.Co..
kitorang makan ber5 kat cafe..
aku siap sorok2 ngan hadi nak bawak balik donut tu masuk bilik..

alhamdulillah banyak benda aku ingat..
dan itu yang selalu buat aku nangis..
jujur aku cakap, meski aku tahu alasan diorang adalah busy,
ak tetap makan hati..
pasal kitorang kata nya bestfriend..
kitorang family..
kitorang siblings..
tp aku hanya mampu senyum biler berdepan dengan diorang dan kata,
"xpe.. aku faham korang busy"
sebab ap lagi aku boleh kata kan?

Bahasa Itu Sebahagian Dari Hidup Kita

2011-09-14T00:20:00.000+08:00

Perasan x most of my title kadang2 lari topik terus dari post? =.= *patut aku asyik kena tolak markah time exam soklan tanya give a title for the excerpt above*.. and most of my post are in english walaupon grammar ak bertrabor!

so anyway, post hari ini adalah mengenai bahasa.. English, Bahasa Melayu, Mandarin, Jawa, Tagalog, waima bahasa x rasmi seperti short-hand, long-hand, middle-hand dan juga ~~middle finger~~ yang termaktub di bawah sign language..

jadi beruntung x kita jadi rakyat 1Malaysia yang mahir berbagai bahasa?
untung kan?

ok sebab kenapa aku nak wat post nie is because,
1) da lama xda post baru.. seriously.. my life is pathetic..
2) aku baru past baca blog member aku yang penuh ngan bahasa indah kalah a.samad said..

so bahasa pertama,
Bahasa Malaysia.
siapa yang x geti bahasa nie, tapi ngaku anak melayu, bapak jawa totok segala bagai, wajib kena ISA..
Bahasa Melayu adalah bahasa yang sungguh indah sekali dan telah di gunakan dengan meluas sejak zaman kesultanan Melaka. pedagang dari belanda juga sangat mahir mengunakan bahasa Melayu (amek kaw! full bm wa pakai.. almaklum la.. bekas budak kelas sastera..)

2) Bahasa Inggeris
so this language, *wah trus speaking* is widely used like in the entire world. yes i know my grammar is not good but at least i'm brave enough to use english. most city folks are used to growing up speaking and responding in english while most of the rural ones are comfortable with using their mother tongue. though we need to be proud of our language, we still need to master english as as it stands, the world is in need of english..

3) Mandarin
haa... mesti ko expect aku nak cakap mandarin kan? wo pu che tao.. (ok aku men bantai jerk tu) bahasa nie walaupon x sehebat english, tapi effect dye sama cam english kat negara kita nie.. hebat an?

itu 3 Bahasa formal kat negara kita nie, nie plak bahasa2 x formal..

1)short-hand
juga dikenali sebagai bahasa SMS. aq skrang nk g mkn. ko nk ikut x? t aq sruh r bdk jmpt ko kt tmpt ritu. hebat kan? ayat yang mungkin memakan 2 line, cuma perlu 1 line jerk.. kalah sasterawan negara.. tapi ini adalah bahasa yang merbahaya.. baca berita? lek jerk budak sekolah tu wat karangan guna bahasa ringkas nie.. angin kus kus cikgu dye.. =.=.

2) sign language
uuu.. bahasa nie anak muda sngt hebat.. paling di praktikkan time exam yang cikgu tukang jaga sibuk berbalas sms ngan buah pengarang jantung hati.. ketuk2 dahi, A.. jentik2 cuping telinga, C.. buat tanda pis (ala yang korang doq angkat jari telunjuk ngan jari hantu tu..) maknanya OK.. hebat kan? yang paling best2, gado ngan ~~pondan~~ member, pastu kalah, angkat tunjuk jari hantu.. terbaek..

3) BAHASA PONDAN
bahasa nie sumpah kelakar ok! fine, masyarakat BENCI kat golongan mereka ini.. tapi trust me.. once you get to know them, kelakar kot.. ~~ak selalu baca wall post pondan2 kat fb..~~ hahaha
eh pondan, ko x payah nak pakai Chanel sngt la.. ko hengat ko chantek ke? letops ala2 Angelina Jolie ko wat bibir camtu.. verangan nak amek anak angkat bangladesh ke nork? (ok maybe x funny biler aku buat, but you should see the authentic one.. KELAKAR!)

so i guess that's it.. must be bored huh reading this very stoopid post.. but hey, keep holding on..
and now welcome Cameron from TGP bebeh! (ok sooo xda kena mengena..)

Why Good Bye Sucks!

2011-09-12T04:53:00.000+08:00

it has been almost a week now since i resigned from KFC segamat...
and now i'm bored..

yeah the management sucks!
we didn't get paid for working overtime,
we got scolded at for doing a tiny mistake,
we got complained that we didn't smile enough for the customer...

but you know what makes it memorable working there?
the friends..

It does not matter who have been your friend the longest...
all that matter is who is by your side at the moment...

and these guys are just half of it..
we'd be going out for late night dinner at one of our favorite restaurant, The Bistro (or as my mom like to call it, Kolam Air) right after closing.. those who worked the closing shift and the middle shift would stay and then we all will went together.. those who are on motorcycle will ride, and those who don't have any transportation will carpool with those who have cars...

imagine a group of 10++ people hanging out together.. can you imagine how loud we were?
we did a lot of stuff together..
we went to the Gunung Ledang together,

to the Fun Fair,

and even for a dinner party

can you imagine, how, working together, 8 hours (ok sometimes 12 hours) a day, 6 days a week, for almost 9 months together with these people affect me? we saw each other faces all day long.. we shared stories bout various thing.. we shared problems with each other.. honestly, this people are family to me..

yeah i have to admit.. sometimes i can't tolerate some of them.. but most of them, managed to own a special place inside of me..

but now.. that are all memories.. see the last pictures? yeah almost 80% of us, quit!

yeah i could deal if it was only me who quit as i still got to see them whenever i visit KFC..

but now, who knows when can we meet each other again?

i have to say though.. yeah these people are not as educated or rich or cool.. but i love them more that i love my asasi friends.. full stop.

A family is like a friend to us, A friend is like a family to us..

that is why both of them are equally important..

i'm so not good at saying good bye!

2011-09-07T17:24:00.000+08:00

so i've resigned from kfc officially..
so yeah, though i honestly can't stand the management any longer,
but i still cry when i leave thru the door

knowing that i won't be able to see the same view that i saw everyday from the counter..
knowing that i won't be able to be yelling at the back up department to make my order,
knowing that i can't hang out with the guys like the way we did back then..

we'd be hanging out after work..
having late nite supper..
laugh all our problems out..
just enjoying ourselves.

i swear i almost cried at the counter when i shake hands with all the colleagues and ask for forgiveness..
though i know i can see them anytime i want by going to kfc,
it is still not the same..
and the thought that i won't be able to hang out with them like i'm used to, makes it even harder for me..

9 months of working together makes me close enough to these people..
yeah they are not highly educated like some of you are..
they are not cool people like some people that unfortunately have to know,
but they are good people
that stick together no matter what

i know that maybe after this they'll just be like my asasian friends...
we might not contact each other much..
we might even forget each other..
but i know 1 thing for sure..
that the memories of us will always stay in my heart..
and ofcourse on my facebook picture album..

a friend is not the one that you've been with the longest,

a friend is the one that is by your side no matter what..

a good friend is not the one that will tell you lies just to make you feel good,

a good friend is the one that will tell you the truth to actually make you good..

a best friend is not the one that you hang out with all the time,

a best friend is the one that you can share a secret with, and you know they won't blur it out..

the big TWO O !

2011-09-05T08:42:00.000+08:00

yeah i turned twenty right when the clock hit 12 a.m on the 4th of sept 2011!
so nothing much on turning the big 20..
the same like when i turned 10 years old 10 years ago.. * like yeah.. what do i care at that time?*

so the 1st to texted me wishing on my birthday was Koon Chang!
i didn't even expected that from her.. i was hoping it would be any of my asasian friends or degree friends..
but it turned out to be that my used-to-be colleague at Nirwana was the first..
so terharu ok! hahha.. anyway, wishing her good luck in her degree in Computer Engineering at Sabah! :)

and the 1st to wish me on FB was my kembar *just because we share the same date.. that's all..
Syamsul Hafiz! dude, seriously i was planning to be the 1st to wish you as well but since i'm working at that time, nothing much i can do.. sorry.. :P
and hoping to go out with you and the rest of the guys!

while on twitter, the 1st and the ONLY one t wish was Cruzito Alina!
my self acclaimed senior form 5.... *since she calls me her form 4 junior.. just because i'm sooooo cute.. *

so as i said.. nothing much on my birthday..
i had to work like crazy.. like seriously, what's with all the cravings for KFC? i mean come on! it is not that good!

but i do have some wishes.. but lets just keep em' to my self.. :)

so thanx for all the wishes, the texts and all the wall post on fb..
terharu and berterima kasih... :)

i'm fine with being myself.. you?

2011-08-24T01:35:00.001+08:00

i don't know bout you guys,

but i think i'm not a racism/discriminator or whatever the term is for those who treat other people rudely just because they are different..

i'm ok with having friends that are lesbian, gay, bi, fags, transgender and straight..

because to me, those are not fate or destined but choices..

you make the choice in your life to be who you want to be..

not your mom, your dad, you sugardaddy/mommy, your friends or your enemies..

it got to be YOU!

so stand by you choice and be proud!

fine, your choices might not be the best choice ever.

but it is your.. yes, we are to abide to our religion and faith.

yes, homosexual is not a healthy lifestyle..

but then again.. it is your choice.

you made it, live with it.

and i can't stand people who uses Agama as a point of view..

your saying that homosexual people are sinned?

then what about those who watches porn? perempuan yang x tutup aurat?

those jalangs that sleep with EVERY GUY they can get their hands on?

what about those yang sembahyang 5 waktu x lengkap?

it still count as a sin right ?

no matter how big or small a sin is, it is still a sin..

tahi tu warna kuning ke, coklat ke, tetap tahi.. ko nak pegang?

so you are saying that homo are sinned and you don't want to be friend with them?

then what about those other sinner? xnak discriminate skali?

i might not be perfect, i might not have a good look..

and i'm hurt by your comment that says even if i don't have a girlfriend i don't have to be gay..

what evidence do you actually have to say that i'm actually gay?

yes i don't have a girlfriend right now..

so? what? must all 20 years old guys need to have a girlfriend? =.=

i'm not gay, i'm not a fag, i'm not pondan

i'm just being me.. i love to be loved and turns out that both sexes love me too

got problem with my statement?

then go report to the freakin ISA for all i care..

sometimes the one for us is the one that we neglect the most

2011-08-19T03:55:00.000+08:00

you know how when you feel like the one that really is the one for you seems like far far away?
but the truth is, they are right in front of us all this while..

that's how i fell right now
no.. not about love..
i'm not in love with anyone so far..
but about friends..

so last weekend i went to Malacca for a hang out time with these four person that is now very important in my life..
no.. not JAFAH.. they were..busy..

but these guys..

Amir Aidid, Aneff Marfiz, Me, Arddri

we weren't that close during our foundation time.. nor were we schoolmate before that..

but if i'm not mistaken, it was after our foundation was over..

yeah i have to admit.. during foundation jafah was everything to me.. i share most secrets with them..

but now as we grow older, we're busy with our stuff.. Hadi, Faie, Alin and Jamie all got lover to handle with.. i'm not that lucky in that department.. so yeah.. we RARELY contacted each other.. but hey.. what's there to talk about right?

but with these guys, i share EVERYTHING... every little secret i has, i'll share with them..

they know who i really am and i'm not afraid to show em'..

we've planned to hang out together like ages ago but since i'm busy with work, we only managed to do it last weekend..

so how was it you might ask?

A FREAKING BLAST!

we went for a kareoke session, photoshoot, and lastly when we went back home to amir's house, pillow talk...

hahhaha.. so if you like got nothing better in life to do, and want to look at the pictures, go here, Melaka, AGAIN!

~~SOMETIMES THE ONE FOR YOU IS JUST RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU~~

~~BUT YOU'RE JUST TOO BUSY WITH LIFE TO NOTICE~~

I Managed To Swallow A 7 Inches!

2011-08-08T01:28:00.000+08:00

gmbar adalah hiasan semata

amazed? kagum? pelik?
well, that was what i had done today..
i swallowed a 7 inches right down my throat!

ok.. that sound so lucah kan?
even my friend said so..
da macam ak nie gay boy plak.. =..=

so the truth is,
that 7 inches is actually,

coming form that guy! *ok now that just sound weird..*

i'm talking about that Roti John..

so the story goes like this,

for berbuka,

i asked my friend to go to the bazaar to buy me Baby John..

ok, Baby John is smaller than Roti John * well duhh.. =.='*

but just my luck.. my friend can't find it anywhere..

so dye p beli roti john yang besar gedabak tu..

da la berbuka hanya 10 minutes..

mana nak teguk air lagi.. nak habiskan lagi.. gasak la kaw!

but i managed to finished it!

*oh hidung kembang sebentar..*

and i don't really think that the size is 7 inches..

i just like to think of it that way.. * ok.. more weird moment!*

Saya Segak Berbaju Melayu

2011-08-07T01:32:00.000+08:00

http://kucings.blogspot.com/2011/08/1-contest-baju-melayu-baju-kurung.html

ok.. so this entry is to join Aneff Marfiz's contest.. up there's the link to his blog.. so yeah, the rule didn't state whether i need to post one pic only or what.. so i post two.. :P

ok.. so this is what i wore to work during Raya Haji.. on that day, those who work at the Customer Service department, need to wear baju raya.. so nah kaw! *oh fyi, since i'm the only guy on the department, i was the only guy who wore a baju melayu on that day on the store.. other than cstmr ofcourse*

so this 2nd pic was taken during my asasi time.. can't really remember much about it tho.. what i do know is that is was during a jamuan raya held by us, for us.. :P

Keseronokan Berbuka Waktu Berkerja..

2011-08-07T01:08:00.000+08:00

hahha.. so i'm guessing most of you know that i'm working right now at the oh-so-famous kfc..
hahha.. ramai kawan ak yang keja, da brenti time bulan puasa nie..

you guys must be thinking that kerja kat kedai makan nie, senang kalo nak dapat makan...
ak sendiri pernah kena, "ala.. awak yang keja kat dalam nie memang la xkesah lapor.. kami customer nie lapar taw x..''
er, HELLO! ofcourse la yang you guys are hungry.. that's why you guys decided to go to the kfc in the first place.. kan? tapi tolong la hormat sket ngan kami yang keja.. yeah, we might be working kat tmpt yang penuh ngan makanan.. but do you really think that all we do around here is eat? ingat senang2 jerk dapat makan ayam?

so ok.. back to the real story..
korang tw x sebenarnya berbuka time keja nie, lagi2 kat kedai makan, adalah sngt seronok?
yeah, we might not be able to go to terawih because of the kerja condition.. * it's not like we can't perform the terawih afterwork kan?*
but still, the suasana tu, you really can't get it any where else..

those yang break dalam pukul 5.30 cmtu, kitorang kirim duit mintak tolong g beli makanan kat bazaar..
macam2 la kirim..
from baby john, roti john, nasi tomato to tau foo fa, smua kirim.. hahaha
and then when it is time to break our fast,
when it is not too busy, there'll be only you staff for one department to cover for the other to buka..
seronok weh buka ramai2 kat dalam stor room ngan kat kawasan dapur.. hahahaha..
yang berkongsi makanan, yang mak masakkan, yang x beli pape tapi pau member pon ada..

so yeah, i might not having a life of coolness or fun campus life anymore..
but hey, i'm more than contended.. :)

so G-O-O-D good!

Pengalaman Berpuasa

2011-07-31T22:20:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah.. masih panjang umur ini untuk menyambut puasa pada tahun ni..
meskipon ak bukan seorang yang alim, yang kuat iman, waima rajin buat pahala pon, tapi tetap gak ramadhan nie bulan yang menyenangkan bagi ak...

ini adalah bulan yang paling tenang skali pasal
umat islam akan tumpu pada ibadat jerk..
bahkan kaum hawa juga menggunakan peluang ini untuk membuang rakan karib mereka, LEMAK!

Alhamdulillah, stakat nie ak da ad dua pengalama berpuasa yang mungkin orang laen sbaya ak, xda..

1st skali tahun 2009..
tahun pertama ak masuk UiTM sebagai seorang student asasi TESL..
Ya Allah.. macam2 dugaan plak bler 1st time puasa tanpa famili.. sahur kadang bangun, kadang tak..
kadang2 jujur ak ngaku, xpuasa ak bler ad kengkawan yang ajak makan..
duit tu memang xkan pernah cucuk.. minggu terakhir puasa kat UiTM Lendu tu, sminggu ak TIDAK BERSAHUR DAN TIDAK BERBUKA!

2010
tahun pertama ak sebagai budak degree..
agak berlainan pasal ak masih xrapat ngan rum8 ak..
plus, ngan kawan sekelas pon ak xrapat sngt..
menyesal plak bler pkkan..
namun alhamdulillah, puasa di UiTM Shah Alam, berjalan ngan lancar..
xda satu pon yang ak miss meskipon dugaan besar amat...
dan hari jadi ak pon jatuh time bulan puasa time tu..
to all the OPEMS, thanx for all the memories we managed to had together..
the curry, is still burning.. :P

2011
hahaha.. tahun nie?
ak berkerja!
ramai kawan2 ak yang keja sementara cuti sem nie,
amek keputusan untuk berhenti time bulan puasa
ad yang bg alasan takut penat, xlarat, kakak nak bersalin, cik bedah umah sebelah ajak bercuti dan x kurang yang paling islamik, nak tumpu pada ibadat..
pada ak, ibadah puasa x spatotnya di jadikan alasan..
abes kalo askar tngh berperang, tetibe plak masuk puasa, boleh dye kata,
"ah malas ak nal lawan2 nie.. kang terpacul darah batal plak puasa ak.. ala stakat negara, duniawi.." boleh?
xboleh kan? so puasa puasa jugak, kerja kerja jugak..

apa apa pon, SALAM RAMADHAN AL-MUBARAK!

NASI LEMAK ORGASM!

2011-07-25T01:46:00.000+08:00

nama agak lucah kan?
well truth be told, that's what i ate last year at Kolej Perindu..
why we called it Nasi Lemak Orgasm?
because one of my rommates back then said,
"fuh.. makan nasi lemak nie macam dapat orgasm rasa sedap dye"

hahaha.. like seriously.. the nasi lemak there was one of the superb nasi lemak i have ever tasted in my life..
don't know whether they still sell is there or not..

i still remember the whole room will like fish out our last dime just to buy it during buka puasa..
memories... :)

macam nie ke muka nasi lemak orgasm tu? tidak!

i got reconnected my my primary school mates!

2011-07-20T17:42:00.000+08:00

so guess what, kat fbm one of my schoolmate berjaya meng-reconnected kan balik kawan2 sekolah rendah kami!

seronok weh dapat jumpa balik kawan zaman rambut-sikat-tepi-pakai-minyak-rambut-followme dlu.. huhuhu..
ramai yang da kawen *erk! da kawen? ak awek pon xda lagi.. =.=* yang da berkerjaya totap, yang da pegang baby, yang da jadi model.. macam2 la.. rindu weh.. hahaha
dapat jumpa balik member2 yang rajin lepak sama dlu..

ingat lagi member yang sama2 men kejar2 ngan ak dlu..
ingat lagi member yang sama2 kena denda pasal x siapkan keja math dlu..
ingat lagi member yang dlu ak ad crush, tapi skrang da slamat jd bini orang.. :)
ingat lagi member yang sama2 lepak lepas sekolah..
ingat lagi member yang dlu muka ya Allah skema sngt tpi skrang da matang gler babi..

sebab group tu jugak la, kitorang da meng-add diri masing2..
pastu td ad sorang tu nama dye ak ingat2 lper.. tngk DP pon macam x cam..
pastu taching bler ak kata ak x ingat dye.. hahha.. lama2 ak pon ingat balik siapa dye.. :)

sesungguhnya suati memori itu akan sentiasa ada dalam hati kita.. cuma makin lama, makan dalam ia tersimpan.. sehingga kita terlupa.. namun bila tiba sesuatu yang membangkitkan memori itu, memori itu akan tampak indah sekali.. :)

ingat lagi?

2011-07-14T03:19:00.000+08:00

ingat lagi x, time 1st masuk tadika, kena mak bapak teman pasal tu la 1st time g sekolah..
ingat lagi x, menangis time 1st day masuk darjah satu pasal da syok duduk kat tadika..
ingat lagi x, berdebar nya hati nak masuk dewan jawab upsr...
ingat lagi x, sedih bler kena masuk sekolah laen2 and kelas laen2 time form 1..
ingat lagi x, rasa takut nak masuk dewan jawab pmr..
ingat lagi x, pening kpale pk nak amek aliran ap time form 4..
ingat lagi x, rasa x keruan time nak jawab spm..
ingat lagi x, rasa sedih nak tinggalkan, sekolah, kawan2, dan zaman persekolahan..

ak masih ingat smua kenangan nie, macam baru berlalu semalam..

cikgu yang paling kita benci dlu la, yang paling kita ingat

2011-07-11T21:10:00.000+08:00

dua hari yang lepas, *xsilap ak la..*
cikgu time ak sekolah rendah dtng kfc..
ak pon time tu xda customer, ak panggil la dye..
at first macam x kenal muka..
but then after amek order dye ap smua,
ak pon tny la..

"nie cikgu fauziah kan?"
cikgu tu pon tngk name tag ak, senyum dan kata..
"cikgu pernah ajar awak ea? tu la.. tngk nama macam ingat.."
"da braper umur awak skrang ek? da bujang da.. dlu awak nie kecik jerk.."

huhu.. dlu, cikgu fauziah nie, ak paling x suka..
dye ajar ak math.. *so no wonder la kan nape ak x ske dye..*
dye pernah conteng muka ak ngan marker pen pasal ak x siap kerja rumah yang dye bg..
pastu dye garang jugak la dlu..

tpi saper sangka..
dye masih ingat kat ak..
and in the end, dye boleh plak cakap,
"biasa, cikgu x ingat anak murid, anak murid yang ingat cikgu.."

huhu.. x cikgu, sebagai bukti, cikgu masih ingat saya kan?
terima kasih saya ucapkan atas sgala ilmu yang cikgu bagi..
walau macam mana malas dan lambat skali pon saya belajar math dlu,
cikgu tetap x putus asa ajar saya..

atas sebab tu saya nak jadi cikgu.. sebab saya tahu betapa mulianya seorang cikgu..
biar ramai pon yang menyokong kalo saya jadi pensyarah,
saya tetap nak jadi cikgu..
biar betapa pening skali pon, kerjaya cikgu jugak yang saya minat..

sebab melentur buluh biarlah dari rebungnya..

dan yang melentur itu adalah sang guru.. :)

point of view from both sides

2011-07-07T00:47:00.000+08:00

tidak oh tidak..
post ini tiada kena mengena ngan perhimpunan bersih iteww..

but it's about what you as CUSTOMER to a fast food restaurant and me as a STAFF..

C: bapak lambat sial budak nie buat keja..
S: fuh, nak amek product yang satu nie, kena g belah sana plak, nak kena redah cashier2 yang lane lagi.. out la service time ak....

C: ei budak nie, tersenyum2 plak kat ak, nak ngorat ak la tu..
S: alahai akak nie.. ak senyum pon dye nak wat muka masam ke? kang kalo ak tengking kang taw plak nak complaint..

C: i want two sets of snack plate and the POCETFUL ALA KARTE.. *supposed to be POCKETFULL ALA CARTE*
S: would you like to upgrade your drink to large miss?
C: hah? apa dik?
*boleh plak ek ko cakap bahasa ibunda ko..*

see? dua2 xnak mengalah.. yang customer bangga dengan statement "customer is always right" walaupon diorang salah.. yang staff plak lupa yang dye ngah bekerja dan kehendak customer adalah segalanya..

sebagai customer, ak paling menyampah apabila,
- ak order benda paling simple dalam menu tapi amek masa yang lambat..
- ak order benda laen tapi dapat benda laen..
- ak ngah order ngan ko, tapi ko doq sebok wat keja laen..
- cashier langsung x geti nak tunjuk muka yang manis..

dan sebagai staff, ak menyampah apabila,
- ko order dari panel menu 1st smpi menu ke 14 pastu ko nak bising ak buat order ko lambat.. ko pk ak ad 18 tangan?
- ko cakap ko nak kentang goreng yang besar.. tapi bler ak da bagi, ko boleh plak buat muka pelik pastu kata, "eh bukan yang ini la.. yang ad cheese tu..."
- bler ko wat order maen2 pastu gelak2 macam lawak ko tu tahap lawak antarabangsa.. "saya nak air sirap ais" =.=
- dan ak pantang bler ak amek order, ko bleh plak pandang kat tempat laen macam menyampah tngk muka ak nie.. lagi satu, bler ko mengunyah, ko buat order.. jijik ko taw x bercakap dengan mulut yang penuh..
- bler customer datang dengan muka yang berlagak sngt..

memang betol.. customer adalah raja, customer is always right, customer is everything.. tapi beragak la.. kami staff nie, pon manusia yang ada mak bapak hantar gi sekolah gak.. hormat menghormati apa salahnya.. ak tanya dengan nada yang lembut, kenapa mesti ko nak jawab macam ak x faham pesanan ko? ak senyum seikhlas hati, kena mesti ko tarik muka?

cuba bayangkan diri anda, mak anda, adik beradik anda di tempat kami.. di herdik, di hina, di panggil bodoh.. cuba la bayangkan..

MISS J. ALEXANDER!

2011-07-04T18:18:00.001+08:00

so for a few years or so..
i think right from when i was form 1,
i've been getting questions about my SEXUALITY * fuyoo.. siap bold lagik*
when i was 13, *da macam lagu bieber la plak..* i hang out with girls alot..
well, actually, they came to me..
you may call me delusional, but it's true.. i would sit by myself *those who know me better would know that, ak nie bukan jenis ske sngt lepak dalam grup besor pastu gelak kuat2*.. enjoying the serenity of not having you loud mouth teacher in class, then they'll suddenly come to me.. and when that happens, guys started calling me sissy.. for hanging with girls a lot..

then, i stopped hanging with girls, and hang with the guys
and then came the story, that i am GAY! *lagi bold*
gler kaw! time zaman tu x macam saper2 yang gay kena sisih plak ngan kaum..
not that skrang masyarakat da menerima, tapi faham2 la budak sekolah x macam menyisihkan plak an..

so then i was like, ap nie? smua aku buat x betol.. xkan nak kawan ngan kucing jalanan plak..
and then i said to my self..
"Buat ap pk pasal orang laen? diorang ke yang bagi makan? diorang ke yang bagi duit time ak xda duit? diorang ke yang tolong ak time susah? diorang ke yang bakal jadi isteri ak nanti?"

jawapan nyer TIDAK! *lagi ak buat bold*
from that day onward, i told my self,
g mam la ngan ap yang orang laen pk pasal ak..
so mungkin pas ak wat post nie, lagi bnyk orng cter pasal ak..
tapi biar la..
ak da malas nak layan mulut orang and hanya ak & ALLAH taw mana arah tuju hidup ak..

I'M WHO I AM.. I WAS BORN THIS WAY. *da lagu gaga la plak..*

YOU CAN HATE ME, LOVE ME, LOATHE ME..

BUT I CAN ONLY GIVE ONE RESPONSE,

LIKE I CARE!

Ha? oh.. title Miss J. Alexander tu? sajer pasal tadi ak bincang ngan Ame Elms pasal beliau.. xda benda pon.. haahhahaa :P

I'M NOT STRAIGHT

I'M GAY, I'M BI

TRANSLATION,

I'M HAPPY AND I'M NOT STICKING TO ONE THING ONLY

saying good bye isn't as simple as it sounds

2011-07-04T14:57:00.000+08:00

pertemuan, perpisahan *er, cmner ek lagu tu? lantak la*

so perpisahan nie benda normal kan dalam idup kita?
everyday we'll say good bye...
when we left for classes, when our parents go to work,
when our dearest pass away.. we'll say good bye..

but saying it is not simple as it may sound..
especially when we mean it..
there's a different when we're saying goodbye to our friends after we're done with work or just to get back home..
and it's another good bye when our friend is going somewhere else for quite a long time..

so two of my friends that worked at the same place as me just resign a few days ago..
reason? to continue their study..

Nurul

Hafiz

see those two people up there?

those two were my co-worker..

nurul over there *whom i consider as my lil sister* is continuing her study at Politeknik Shah Alam..

which is why i promise her that i'll see her there *aminnnnn..*

and hafiz up there, is continuing his second sem at politeknik PD..

both are crazy, both are fun to be with..

and both made my heart stops for a while when they were leaving..

i've known them for only a few months..

but hey, who says that it would took years to love someone, right?

i guess that hanging out after work, break together, making jokes about customers *sorry bout that* really bond us..

well to both of you, *idk whether or not these guys read my blog, but if you guys are reading this* i wish you guys success in the future, chase after you dreams, and make all the sacrifices worth it..

till then, good bye..

sahabat

2011-06-29T17:01:00.000+08:00

ak baru pas baca blog kawan ak..
blog post dye bukan lah pasal ak, waima pasal perhimpunan bersih itu skali pon..
tapi pasal kawan dye yang baek hati..

ayat last dye camnie,

biler tgok dieorng cm tue..kesimpulannya kt sini..hargailah sahabat2 anda tidak kira dalam keadaan susah ataupun senang..kerana dalam keadaan kita yang berjauhan dengan family nie..sahabat larr segala-galanya buat kita.

kalo nak baca blog post dye sepenuhnya, g sini, Lavender Story

penulis blog nie adalah salah sorang kawan baik ak time sekolah.. *kalo korang yang poyo tu kata salah sorang dari clique ak la.. *

ak ingat lagi the first time kitorang sambut our friendship birthday..
time tu sambut kat kantin sekolah jerk.. tpi time tu cuti sekolah.. so we had the whole school to ourselves..
Ya Allah.. seronoknya time tu.. kitorang beli kek, buat games, ap smua.. nie smua pasal terpengaruh ngan cter Kawan *er, ak rasa tu la kot title cter tu.. * time tu..

pastu ak ingat lagi, ak pernah gado ngan diorang pasal awek ak time sekolah dlu..
macam bodoh jerk bler ingat balik..

and sampai sekarang ak ingat janji kitorang, walau apa pon jadi pas sekolah, kitorang tetap kawan..

tapi tu la.. janji jangan di buat main.. sekarang cuma braper kerat jerk yang still contact..
manusia, susah bler berjauhan..
ak pegang pada 1 benda nie, bler kita g tempat baru, kita buat kawan baru.. meski macam mana pon kuat kita kata yang kita x mungkin lupa kawan lama, bler da jumpa kawan baru, memang akan lper punya..

ak x kata kawan sekolah ak jerk.. PLKN, TESL, OPEM, ak ad ramai kawan.. alhamdulillah.. ad yang ingat, ad yang lupa..

dan ak x juga kata yang kawan2 ak lper kan ak.. ak ngaku, yang ak juga slalu lupa kawan2 ak.. bler ak susah baru aku ingat diorang.. tapi macam ak cakap, manusia.. dan kita nie mudah lper.. mudah sangat.. macam semalam, ad sorang minah nie datang kfc tegor ak, "amirul, kenal x?" "da bukak cermin mata nie, kenal x?" "PLKN la.." nampak? ak pon lper kawan2 ak.. namun ak bersyukur, kawan ak masih ingat lagi kat ak...

Kawan adalah ahli keluarga kita yang terdekat selepas keluarga sendiri.. kadang2, kita pilih untuk bercerita dengan kawan kita pasal masalah kita, sebelum kita bincang ngan family kita..

dan sama macam benda laen kat dunia nie, HARGAI LAH KAWAN SEBELUM KAWAN ITU PERGI UNTUK SELAMANYA...

my past time hobby

2011-06-29T13:37:00.002+08:00

so lemme tell you about my hobby..

it requires a lot of money,

a lot of time

and a lot of energy..

what is it?

KARAOKE!

ye.. saya sangat suka karoke..

walaupon suara x sedap.. hahahhaa

tambah2 plak pusat karoke tu kat sebelah kfc jerk,

hari2 ak g.. hahahha

and what shocking the most,

ak sanagt suka nyanyi lagu 80-90 an..

hahahha..

lagu zaman abang ak.. hahahahha *nampak sangat la abang ak tu tua kan? :P *

but hey, what matter the most is what i gain from it..

kalo nak taw, keja nie, x kira la keja ap pon, sngt la men-stresskan..

so everytime u hit that high pitch note,

surely la lepas tensen nyer.. hahahaa..

so ramai2 la g karoke yer.. *tetibe promote plak ai.. *

keep on waiting with patience..

2011-06-13T22:01:00.002+08:00

So I guess the whole nation has known about Hazama winnings the oh-so-popular Akademi Fantasia..

Well, what I’m about to tell you guys today is not about the reality show..

But about Hazama.. his story that inspired me..

If you guys read about his story, than you guys must know that he has entered AF before.. during he 4^th season (which Faizal won). But Hazama did not give up that easily… he went on shows, trains his stage performance, his vocal in anyway possible and then tried his luck again in the final season of AF… he waited for 5 years to get into AF.. and to his luck, he won it!

That somehow, inspired me.. if he can wait for 5 years for his dream to come true, why can’t i? Alhamdulillah, I managed to get band 4 for my muet… and right now I’m waiting for the UPU result… the first time I took muet, was when I was still in TESL.. at that time, I only managed to get band 3.. and if that ain’t bad enough, only ONE MARK away from band 4, which is the requirement for me to continue my degree in TESL… you have no idea how I felt at that time…

And then i got BBA in Operation Management for my degree.. oh yes, that sounds fancy.. but it is just not the right course for me.. so I decided to quit and than, re-apply for the upcoming intake..

So I hope that my luck is just like Hazama.. having to wait for quite a while for our dream to come true.. Amin..

Marry You

2011-06-03T17:14:00.001+08:00

This song is when Finn's mom and Kurt's dad want to get married..
the Glees perform Marry You right on the aisle..
honestly, i shed a tear while watching it..
idk, but the video is so beautiful..

i know the wedding was almost called of when Finn says the he's not comfortable being under the same roof with Kurt, but in the end, they settled everything and this happened..

What The Hell!

2011-06-03T16:42:00.000+08:00

ok, been listening to this song non-stop!
i like it so much since it told you, to do just what you want, and don't care what others think..
i like to hang with girls, to trash talk, to play games all day long, gossiping
and you guys might think that that's just wrong, but hey, WHAT THE HELL!

so give it up for Avril Lavigne!

it is called a CCM PARTY!

2011-05-24T20:09:00.000+08:00

so last nite/this morning or whatever,
i went for a party at the oh-so-famous KFC labis..

so we closed our store at 11 pm so that we can get home, take a shower, get pretty, and so on..
imagine try to look your best in about 30 minutes.. yes.. IMPOSSIBLE people!

and the party was supposed to start at about 1 a.m..
but you know, that's what we call, FASHIONABLY LATE...

ok, at 1st i would like to upload pics of the party.. but, agak susah yer biler line asyik hilang.. so just klik on this link here.. photos

it's funny when you feel that everyone is around you, but there's no one to talk to

2011-05-22T03:47:00.000+08:00

see that long title up there?
that's how i feel right know..

you'd think that when you're surrounded by friends,
you can let loose..
but no actually..

half of the time,
i don't know who to talk to..
when i cry, i always cry alone..
i don't have a girlfriend whom i can talk to whenever i'm down..

i'm not like other people..
sometimes, i can be open just about everything..
but there are still secrets of me, that nobody knows..
i always think that there's no one good, suitable enough to hear me out..

you think i share everything? think again..
the darker the secret, the hidden it is..

GLEE - "Umbrella/Singin' In the Rain" Full Performance

2011-05-20T02:18:00.000+08:00

this is a very catchy song.. honestly, i'm not very up to date with Glee..
am not very up to date with anything actually..
and i'm seriously don't know which this was from..
but i just love listening to the guys voice in this video

fun fair.. AGAIN!

2011-05-16T11:37:00.000+08:00

so okayyyy.. i went to the fair for like the hundred time.. well it's not my fault.. my colleagues are all crazy for fun fair..

so those are all my frens.. we went to the fair after work coz almost all of us, work breakfast shift.. and some have resigned..

lets just say that we were doing this just to release some load off..

First Giveaway Ame dan Aneff!

2011-05-10T18:35:00.000+08:00

http://pucukandubi.blogspot.com/2011/05/confess-209-first-giveaway-ame-dan.html

so i don't know what the hell this is..

but Ame beria suruh ak wat..

mati la nak.. ko pk ramai baca blog ak nie?

so dye kata, 1st wat title kt atas sane tuh *sila baca title anak2* DONE!

2nd, tepek banner giveaway tuh.. *eleh.. orng len buatkan.. :P * DONE!

3rd, kutukan dan komenan..

~ besh doe baca blog ko.. ala2 kimora lee simmons campur tyra banks darab ngan janice dickinson ayat ko.. paris hilton makan hati baca.. truskan usaha ke arah yg lagi baek.. :)

ok done with the critics and comments..

4th, follow blog, BERZAMAN DA WEH! done!

5th, ak nk tag, DYANA BANGS dan SARAH NABILA *pasal diorang jerk rajin baca blog ak..

6th, jap ag pas ak post nie, ak wat ea.. er, DONE!

*sebab mama ame yg pilih, "MAMA, rindu nk datang umah, makan cupcakes, g braye umah sdara mara *bajet cm sdara mara ak jerk.. * dan pergi ke ladang.. siyes! oh btw, selamat hari ibu yer mama ame! *

DONE!

fun fun FUN!

2011-05-10T16:21:00.000+08:00

so currently right now,
segamat is invaded by... A FUN FAIR!

haahahaha.. ala2 Genting Highland tu... huhuhuhu
so i've played almost all of the heart-stopping games there is..
orang kata, smpi rasa sakaratul maut gak la ak nek permainan tu..
gayat doe!

VORTEX. gayat gler doe naek nie! mengucap panjang ak!

the view from euro wheel!

Jidot and Timah

Faizul. Ery. Me

selepas kitorang lepak kt funfair tu,
kitorang g makan2, and the went over to the infamous, Pot Black, for a Kareoke session!
reason? meraikan mereka2 yg nk berenti cz nk smbung blaja!

Afnan at the back, Syafiqah wearing white, and Nurul in purple

Kakak ku, Tikah in glasses, and Fizah in the uniform

Grup pic!

and another one,

and the blurry one.. =.=

my so called twin brother, Bukhari a.k.a Ery

beliau sangat suka berlawan nyanyi lagu pitch tinggi ngan saya.. =,=

then, semalam, kitorang g lagi pasal Faizul ngan Fizah cabar mencabar naek vortex..

hambek kaw! menangis masing2 turun vortex!

muka lega turun vortex!

p/s: a place is as good as the people that you know and love.. i know these people, they are my family now, and i love them for making me believe that i've made a right choice and not regretting what ever had happen..

Glee styled Baby

2011-04-23T01:03:00.002+08:00

hahahha.. even Glee got influenced by Bieber..
one day this Bieber guy gonna be a president i guess.. hahhaa

go the distance

2011-04-22T01:26:00.000+08:00

this song was originally from Michael Bolton *did i get that right? er, what eve..*
but i like it better by Lucas Grabeel.. he's the guy who played as Ryan in HSM..

I have often dreamed
Of a far off place
Where a great, warm welcoming
Would be waiting for me
Where the crowds will cheer
When they see my face
And a voice keeps saying
This is where I'm meant to be

I will fiind my way
I can go the distance
I'll be there someday
If I can be strong
I know every mile
Will be worth my while
I will go almost anywhere
To feel like I belong

Down an unknown road
To embrace my fate
Though that road may wander
It will lead me to you
And a thousand years
Would be worth the wait
It might take a lifetime
But somehow I'll see it through

And I won't look back
I can go the distance
And I'll stay on track
No I won't accept defeat
It's an uphill slope
But I won't lose hope
Till I go the distance
And my journey is complete
But to look beyond the glory is the hardest part
For a hero's strength is measured by his heart

Like a shooting star
I will go the distance
I will search the world
I will face its harms
I don't care how far
I can go the distance
Till I find my hero's welcome
Waiting in your arms...

I will search the world
I will face its harms
Till I find my hero's welcome
Waiting in your arms

DEAR YOU

2011-04-15T17:55:00.000+08:00

a friend of mine asked me..

"i want you to take her as your girlfriend"

that seems so easy by words ain't it?

I LOVE YOU <3

well dear you,

whom i hope are reading this..

i don't know what you think bout me..

i don't know whether you feel the same way that i do..

what i know is that,

i love you sincerely

you've been playing on my mind all the time..

i wouldn't say i love you

because i know i'll hurt you..

trust me..

i'm sure that i'll only hurt you if i say i love you to you..

let this feeling stay deep in my heart..

till one day i'm sure about everything..

till that one day i'm sure i'll not hurt you in anyway possible..

so till that one day,

hush..

who says

2011-04-15T17:22:00.002+08:00

lately been listening to girl's song.. i don't know.. they all sound so inspirational..

I WAS BORN THIS WAY

2011-04-06T18:46:00.000+08:00

currently listening to lady gaga's BORN THIS WAY..
that song, though the video might be a bit disturbing,
tells people to stop judging other people..
we are what we are,
and we are special..

you know, growing up, wasn't easy..
some called me sissy, ugly, lots of other names..

being almost 20 now,
people starts to labelled me as a gay..

but hey, at the same time,
some even says that i'm a playboy for having lots of girls as a friend..

at first, i was to hurt to hear those comments,
but now,
I KNOW PEOPLE ARE JUST JEALOUS

look,
i was lucky enough to be born with a child-like face,
i was unlucky to be born as an illegitimate child.
it's not my fault if BOTH guys and girls get attracted to me..
think that i'm full of it?
say anything that you want..
this is my life,
i'm the one who has to take it all,
I WAS BORN THIS WAY BABY

tribute to lady gaga :3

balik keja pukul 3 pagi

2011-04-05T04:04:00.000+08:00

yes.. i came home around 3 a.m..
hebat x? ko, ad keja cmnie?

well, the problem is, kfc sgmt, the place that i work at right now, is currently the only kfc in the WHOLE country that open till 2.a.m.. x rabak plak kan mata ko nk nahan smpi pukul 2 tu..

tapi tu la.. rum8 ak atau sesaper jerk yg pernah tinggal ngan ak, mesti tw, yg ak, kalo da lepas pukul 1 x tdo ag, memang sesudah subuh baru geti nk tdo.. even if ak da tdo pon, t mesti ak bngun balik.. habit..

so ditambah plak ngan memiliki kawan yg mempunyai sebijik motor lc135, dan sekumpulan lagi kawan2 laen yg memang bujang dan xda saper nk marah kalo balik lmbt, ke kedai mamak a.k.a maple la jawab nyer..

der, gua dari x tngk bola, boleh layan bola der...

ak bersyukur ak buat keputusan tuk tangguh stadi ak..
y? well, the reason is that, i get to make lots of new friends..
alhamdulillah.. kawan yg berkerja nie, laen sket ngan kawan2 blaja..
biasanya, kawan kerja nie, diorang matang... biasanya la..
and well, yg stadi ni plak, normally agak kanak2..

tpi klaka gak la.. bler tngk balik, ever since i've started working, ak jd perengus..
yer anak2, tw x perengus tu ap? g bukak kamus dbp skrang..

hahaha.. but hey, i'm happy..
tho i wish that those that i dear the most are still here with me..

GUNUNG LEDANG PEOPLE!

2011-04-02T12:02:00.000+08:00

so last, er..thursday, i went for a picnic at the legendary, Gunung Ledang..

why? because i'm working at 4 so i didn't had much to do at that time..
no lah.. because my friends and i have plan this for so long..

muka2 pendaki

kawan 1st yg ak wat kt kfc segamat

tu dia kembar ak p men batu plak ai..

bajet bertapa bawah waterfall

WOHOOOOO!

remember what i wrote? a place is as good as the people that you know.. even if you are living in the buckingham palace, it won't matter if you don't have anyone to have fun with..

but you know what.. soon, even this place will be a dull place..
so those people in the pictures? soon, one bye one, they all will left me..
you'd think after all the goodbyes that you had, you'll get used to it.. but apparently, no..
i'm sad.. these people, are like family to me..
but i know they are going for a better future..

so that's why i went for this picnic.. because it will be the last..

Hello Again Shah Alam

2011-03-29T06:26:00.000+08:00

so here's the headline,
i need to register again for the UPU thinggy..
so to my surprise, i need to prepare the dokumen sokongan to send to the UNIs of my choice..
*surprise la sngt.. saper suruh gedegak sngt x geti nk baca tol2 agreement tu..*

so i told my mom that i need to go to s.alam so that i can claim my original TRANSKRIP ASASI..
amek kau.. junior ak da grad da.. ak x amek2 lg natang tu..
mengagau beli tiket pukul 2 pagi semata nk sampai kl cepat..

so smpi KL SENTRAL dalam pkul 7.15..
makan jap, minum kopi, b*r*k, then dalam pkul 8 steng g naek bas to s.alam..

smpi2, txt SARAH..
skali dye kena g cheras daaaaaaa..
call ARDRI plak..
pon g cheras da....
last2 kol SHAIFUL AZWAN *nama penuh haaa..*

"nyot, ko kt ner? ak kt sect 2 nie"
"ha? siyes? siyes ke bab*?"
"siyes la bod*.. ko kt ner?"
"ak baru abes kelas nie.. da tu ko kt sect 2, pk ak nk jemput ko la?" * bab* hutan tol kan ayat ko?*
"hahahha.. tolong la.."

pas puas ak habeskan kedit ak kol dye, *siot.. rm10 abes gitu jerk.. =.=*
dye pon jmpt ak.. pastu, p naek CANSELERI *cam hawau nk nyebut.. panggil office x leh?*

ngan muka yg sucik giler babi
"bang, saya nk amek full transkrip leh?"
"bukan kt sini dik.. kt menara sana tu.."

apsal ko x cakap kt dewan MDSA jerk? =.=
g menara, jap lagi betol, skali sijil nyer x elok plak.. sabo jerk la..
pas abes sejam kt situ, baru la dapat balik..

ingat nk lepak ngan dak2 opem..
skali smua da balik..
last2, lepak la bilik ZACK..
pastu, pkul 2, diorang ajak ak masuk kelas MKT diorang skali.. *time ngah stadi xnak masuk kelas, da gini rajin plak ko..*

maka ak dapat la dengar suara2 menjerit panggil nama ak pasal da lama x jmp ak..
haru sngt..

then nk g makan ngan dak2 nie.. skali ad yg ad kelas repeat LAW la plak.. =.=
so g la makan ngan a few of them..
pilih KFC lak tu.. xpela.. demi member an an an?

nie anak saya.. nama beliau, AIMIAZIE * betol an ak eja nama ko?*

yg berbaju biru itu, HADIUDIN BIN MARJOM *motif nama penuh?*
beliau tidak dapat join aktiviti makan2 bagai piranha kerana PUASA yer puan2..

sesi angkat berat agaknya.. *siot la time nie baju singkap.. nampak aurat ak..*

bersama QIL QUL QAL dan ADRINA..

nama beliau, ZAKWAN AKMAL

and i don't know why, but i just love these two pictures here..

muka saya yg agak suci

look at both of my arms! kerja berat membuahkan hasil.. :P

sori la ak xdapat upload bnyk lg gmbr sbnrnya.. sebab phone ak da merengek rengek suruh ak buang dye dan beli phone nokia 3310.. *ak x dulik.. ak nk carik gak..*

A Place Is As Good As The People That We Know

2011-03-26T10:45:00.000+08:00

That title up there, is a line from me new favourite movie, I AM NUMBER FOUR..

that line, is so true.. u can go to Disney Land, Venice, Miami, or anywhere else on earth.. but if you don't have the one that you love over there, you better off at a library la.. * ap ak ngarut nie?*

Miss Syida :P

hahaha.. these pictures was taken during our farewall-party-kinda-like for Syida up here.. she's a graduate from UPM if i'm not mistaken.. right now, she is in Kluang in training to be a Restaurant Manager.. woot woot!

the so called twin..

and again...

he's a lot like me and at the same time, he's different from me.. why? we're both can easily get close to a girl, we both love reading, and we're both good in english.. * good la sngt kan.. haahhahaha..*

nama beliau, Hidayat..

petite yet loud, Salmah

and these two was from last night..

dan muka ak x dapat masuk pasal ak tukang amek gmbr.. =.=

muka pembelanja makan..

last night *or should i call it pagi td? * er, what eva la.. so as KFC Segamat is the ONLY ONE in MALAYSIA that is open till 2 freakin A.M, we had to wait for our comrades to get out of work..

so dinner/supper nie, was at 3 a.m.. gler ko.. x macam best plak an bler pkul 3 pagi makan ramai2, bising.. hahaha.. but this was special.. as this is the party to say congrats to two of my colleagues on their promotion.. on saying good luck to the Manager in training.. and to say good bye to a good friend of mine.. :)

you see, i might not be in a University right now.. might not able to hang out at the oh-so-famous Time Square, might not be able to watch the latest movie at at high-tech cinema.. but a group of friends that i can share a few laughs or two is what make not being at Time Square, Mid valley, seems, okay.. because it is not the materials that make you happy.. it's the people around you that can be the reason whether you'll be happy, of as bored as a tree stump..

You Can Go Anywhere You Want, Do What Ever That You Want.. But A Place Is As Good As The People That You Know.. - John Smith, I Am Number Four..

once upon a time

2011-03-05T09:37:00.000+08:00

ngah on9 bosan2, suddenly, a junior of mine from asasi tesl lendu, im-ed me..
dngn gumbiranya, beliau memberitahu yg their drama presentation is DONE!
ak faham perasaan dye.. :)
time ak dulu, kemain seronok wt drama tu.. even though smpi gado la,
lawan director la..*ak la tu kaki lawan director.. sori mosh.. :P *

all the hard work was paid off when everybody told you that your drama was good..
that the lecturer was proud of you..
that the night you spend working on the project was worth it.. :)

pastu ak pon tny la kt junior ak nie,

huhu..

korang abes bler ek?

now is your final kan?

bukan ea?

dan beliau pon menjawab yg final t 11/3..

and that tomorrow is their dinner night..

tetibe terasa sebak plak.. * oh please.. you guys know how emotional i can be ! *

ingat lagi, time nk g kelas ap smua, kemain ak pilih baju..

last2 time dinner.. simple jerk pakai.. hahaha

pastu, beria la cabut nombor duduk meja asing2.. konon x duduk ngan clique la..

last2, ak berjaya gak dinner ngan J.A.F.A.H.. hahahah.. =)

2304 :)

Lady Gaga much?

once upon a memory

the freakin whole batch!

if i could have a wish, i would not wish that i could turn back time and enjoy that blissful day one more time.. as things are what they are meant to be.. but i would wish that i had a video cam on that day, so that i could recorded everything that happens, and just hit the replay button...

things that start with once upon a time always seems to be joyful.. but they are a once in a lifetime thing..

i got a twin!

2011-03-01T16:27:00.000+08:00

ad nmpk cm sama x muka kitorang?

so these are my pics,

er.. i don't have lots of good looking pics.. so bare with it..

and these are his..

er.. sama ke? hahahaha

he's a colleague of mine at kfc.. his name is Bukhari.. and believe it or not, people are calling me 'Abang' and him 'Adik' =.=

p/s: er, all of these pics of him, i took it from his fb.. so, ery, *ak tw ko x baca blog ak.. :P * sori la yer.. ak tw kp private gmbr ap smua.. tpi dulik ap ak.. hahaha..

oh yeah, he's also the only in kfc that calls me Am.. the others just call me amirul or mirul.. pfftt...

Gotta Live Like We're Dying

2011-02-17T20:19:00.000+08:00

tepat jam 12 tngh malam semalam,
masa ak ngan bz dok ngemas kt kfc tu, tetibe awek ak vibrate *agak kotor yer ayat itu bler di baca :P* ok fine, awek ak tu phone ak la..

ANNIVERSARY MAMA & BABA

siap kluar gambar loceng comel2 lagi kt bawah tu..

skali ak tngk tarikh, lorh.. 17/2.. anniversary mama ngan baba la..

so believes it or not, my parent has been with each other for 27 years!

mak bapak saya cute an an an? mak bapak korang? :P

jngn tanya kenapa bapak ak buat muka cmtu.. =.=

er.. so how crazy my dad is? =.=

so the plan might be, celebrating it at the same time as my brother's birthday..

which is on the 19th..

which mean, I'm so going to be teh one who'll pay the bill for dinner.. =.=

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY MAMA AND BABA! <3

if things can go my way...

2011-02-15T01:13:00.000+08:00

if things can go my way, i would be at s.alam right now, doing my degree in english..

if things can go my way, i would have a great girlfriend by now..

if things can go my way, i would have kill all you other people for fun..

if things can go my way, my life would be boring as i wouldn't know what happy, sad, frustrated, angry and lots of other emotions mean..

but one thing for sure, if things can go my way, i want to go back on September 4, 1991..

*ok, honestly, i just tot of posting something as it has been centuries since i updated this blog of mine.. so that's way it's a lil wierd.. *

banjir di segamat..

2011-02-02T04:51:00.000+08:00

so i guess, unless u live under a rock that has no tv connection, i mean seriously, even Patrick Star got tv under his rock, u guys already knew that Segamat, is right now in state of panic as the flood keep getting worst and worst..

but hye, the good news, the rain has stop..

so, my house, as it is located, i think in one of the highest bukit in segamat, so, selamat la dari di landa banjir.. Alhamdulillah... but it is not the same as my Granny's house.. well, the house is next to the famous Sungai Segamat.. so pk2 la kan..

this time, it is even worst than the so called, BANJIR TSUNAMI during 2006.. i mean, yeah, this time we're prepared.. but still, the damages. i swear, when i went through bandar bawah.. *segamat currently has two bandar.. bandar atas, which is where my house is, located, well, at the higher ground.. while bandar bawah, located near the river's delta..* it's like i'm seeing a zombie town.. the kind of city that got ruined by a zombie attack or a war..

so, this is what my Granny's house looked like this morning..

the one that i call,Umah Mak Mon

see that? on 2006, the water was just at the front gate.. and you can still see the whole car tire..

but this time, da paras betis da..

see what i mean? my granny's house looks like it has an indoor swimming pool.. not that i have anything against that.. but still..

and my Uncle's house got the worst fate..

see that bumbung zink at the back?

roboh ok! kesian..

but there are still those that are happy with all of these..

meet, the anak buah,,

da macam nek kapal da.. sronok men air smpi pampers pon da berat da.. =.=

well, they are my cousin's kids.. so panggil anak buah la kan..

hopefully, banjir nie akan surut secepat mungkin.. Y? cz it's CNY and i'm not going to let that Triple Wages during CNY get away from me.. RUGI DER!!

you know what they say, the second is better than the first..

and in this case, better mean worst.

power rangers!

2011-01-21T15:14:00.000+08:00

Power Rangers Samurai

ok, i know that this is supposed to be an adult blog telling stories bout adult life..

oh who am i kidding.. this is a childish blog.. like it or not, it's my choice to write down anything that i want here ok..

so yeah, the new power rangers series, Power Rangers Samurai..

well, after a few disastrous seasons of power rangers, i have stopped watching it for quite a while..

but after i saw the trailer for this new season, i know that this will be a good season..

the zords

look at the zords, awsome ain't it? well, technically, it's because i love origami and the zords are based on origami..

hahaha.. i'm a child ain't i? can't blame people for thinking me as a form 3 students.. =.=

live like we're dying

2011-01-19T19:34:00.000+08:00

Sometimes we fall down, can't get back up

We're hiding behind skin that's too tough

How come we don't say I love you enough

Till it's to late, it's not too late

Our hearts are hungry for a food that won't come
And we could make a feast from these crumbs
And we're all staring down the barrel of a gun
So if your life flashed before you,
What would you wish you would've done

Yeah, we gotta start
Looking at the hands of the time we've been given
If this is all we got and we gotta start thinking
If every second counts on a clock that's ticking
Gotta live like we're dying

We only got 86,400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell them that we love them
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying

And if your plane fell out of the skies
Who would you call with your last goodbye
Should be so careful who we live out our lives
So when we long for absolution,
There'll no one on the line, yeah

Yeah, we gotta start
Looking at the hands of the time we've been given
If this is all we got and we gotta start thinking
If every second counts on a clock that's ticking
Gotta live like we're dying

We only got 86,400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell them that we love them
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying

Like we're dying, oh, like we're dying..
http://www.elyricsworld.com/live_like_we're_dying_lyrics_kris_allen.html

We only got 86,400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell them that we love them
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying

You never know a good thing till it's gone
You never see a crash till it's head on
Why do we think we're right when we're dead wrong
You never know a good thing till it's gone

Yeah, we gotta start
Looking at the hands of the time we've been given
If this is all we got and we gotta start thinking
If every second counts on a clock that's ticking
Gotta live like we're dying

We only got 86,400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell them that we love them
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying

Like we're dying, oh, like we're dying..

We only got 86,400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell them that we love them
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying..

SHAH FREAKING ALAM!

2011-01-16T19:43:00.000+08:00

well, this is one thing that i never imagined i would did.. but yeah.. i went back to shah alam.. no.. not to continue my study.. yet.. but to celebrate a birthday celebration that is long due.. well, actually it was two celebrations but i want to save budget and everything.. *oh dyana kompem akan bunuh ak bler dye baca nie.. hahaha*

so yeah.. i celebrated both Dyana's and Faie's birthdays last friday..

FAIE
- she's a member of J.A.F.A.H *if you guys didn't know what that means, then you guys must be new here*
- she's my sister *non-biological la ofcoz..*
- i met her during the 1st sem of foundation in tesl..
- we were classmate during the 2nd sem..
- she is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO in love with the one called AZZIM IZWAN *ap? salah eja? lantak la*

DYANA
- we were classmate during the 1st sem..
- then became bestie during the sem break through myspace..
- became a lot more closer during our degree years..
- my shopping partner!

so the plan was to make it a surprise for both of these people..
but unfortunately, i accidentally sent a text that was supposed to be for sarah, so faie..
so she kinda found out bout it.. =.=

but hey, i still tried to make it a surprise..
hahaha.. if only i can show you how amazing-race-like the scene was when i was with anep and sarah went out to buy the cake for the party..
sampai nyorok blakang pondok tepon! hahahaa

but hey, the best moment ever for me was when i saw dyana's happy + surprise face when she saw me that night..

the surprised face

but the whole time i was at shah alam these 3 days.. i have to say TERIMA KASIH DAUN KELADI to these two guys,

ANEP AND ARDI!

thanx 4 everything.. you guys hang out with me, tolerate with me.. hahaha.. our conversations was priceless! hahaha.. how i wish i'm still at s.alam so that i can hang out with you guys EVERYDAY! hahaha..

i know i've promised to take care of you once you are in s.alam.. but fate got in the way.. just wait till d next intake.. :)

PRITTTT!!!

macam mak ikan dan anak ikan nya..

every mile will be worth my while..

2011-01-10T12:56:00.001+08:00

I know every mile will be worth my while. When I go the distance, I'll be right where I belong. –Hercules

that quote was from a Disney's character called Hercules..

Hercules was a demi-god, a son of Zeus, and bla bla bla..

the thing is, that quote really motivated me..

ok, most of you guys know this already right?

that i'm at Segamat right now, working at the local KFC..

i admit it.. working here is much more fun than studying..

i get my own money, i get to hang out with REAL PEOPLE

*why i said real people, cause believe me.. working people, are tired people.. tired people are honest people, and honest people tend to be cruel by telling you the truth no matter how hurtful it is..*

not that my uni friends are faker.. ok, SOME OF THEM ARE!

but i dunno.. these working people are more honest i guess..

ok not all, some does being a hypocrite for their own purpose, but let them be..

but most of the time, i do wish i was at campus right now...

but i know that is my own fault..

but i'm doing this because i'm trying my best to achieve what i want..

i know that i only have english even though i'm bad at it compared to my other foundations friends..

but it's all i have..

it always occured to me that i'll grad rather late than the others..

that i've made a mistake..

but that quote up there, really make me realize that if i really want to achieve my dreams,

i have to be patience..

because i know, every mile will be worth my while. When I go the distance, I'll be right where I belong..

SHE'S A MONSTER! A SHOPPING MONSTER! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2011-01-09T13:28:00.000+08:00

*don't mind the title*

THE 20 Y/O GIRL/WOMAN!

no people.. she is not my girlfriend.. her name is Nurul Diyanah Khalid *sori kalo ak salah eja nama ko.. da slalu ak eja DYANA jerk.. hahaha* so, 20 years ago, this date, 9/1/1991 *gosh! lawa lak ai nombor ko..* her mom, delivers this great person to live.. so now, 20 freakin years later, she is a grown woman that is ONE OF MY BESTFRIEND, studying B.Ed TESL at the prestigious UiTM Shah Alam, in love head to heel with the one called H, is, well, 20 YEARS OLD! *took you time to figure that out huh..*

when i first met her at melaka during our foundation yer, * ironic ain't it? i FOUND you duirng our FOUNDation year..* the first thing that came to my mind was, KASUT AP KO PAKAI TU WEH???!!!

hahaha.. honestly, my highschool friends never introduced me to this thing called wedges, wo when miss DYANA here wore it at that time, i was like, agak nk tinggi sngt ke minah nie?

hahaha..

well, i first talked to her at the end of 1st sem through MYSPACE * R.I.P myspace.. :'( *.. er, if you can call chatting through the internet is talking.. and then during the 2nd sem, we didn't talked that much but we did hang out.. *ok, i'll admit it.. during that time i was busy with the J.A.F.A.H*

during degree year, we hang out A LOT! we went shopping, dinner, shopping, SHOPPING together.. *see now why i entitled her as my shooping partner?*

well, here you go DYANA.. a post bout your birthday.. sorry i'm not there to celebrate it with you.. i know i promised to be there for you like that song from Bruno Mars 123.. but fate brought me here.. but i'll always remember you.. :))

HAPPY TURNING FREAKIN 20 DEAR BEASTIEEEEE!

i'm sad but i'm glad..

2011-01-05T01:59:00.001+08:00

so it has been two days since 2nd sem degree started.. but for me, i choose to work for a while since the only way to achieve my dreams, are to do so..

you know what it felt like when you get what you want, but at the same time, you wish that it didn't come true?
well that's how i feel right now..

i know i've been saying that shah alam sucks.. but right now, working, watching other uni students going to classes, hanging out with friends, somehow managed to make me sad.. how i wish that it was me standing there, ordering foods with my friends, making stupid jokes that only we understand, telling stories, gossiping, sharing hopes for the future.. i know that right after finishing foundation in tesl, nothing will ever be the same.. i'll lost my roomates, my classmates, my siblings or some of you might call it clique..

my mom has been saying this a lot.. let go of your past, make a new plan for your future.. i know what a total loser i am for still holding on to the past.. but honestly, that's what keeping me alive..the fact that i know i have something for the future, make me smile in my sleep.. when i lose that opportunity last year, my whole life shattered..

but i know that what have been done, can't be redone.. in a way, i am lucky.. i've make tons of friends over the couple of years.. high school, PLKN, asasian, OPEMS, KFC.. and i have advantage for working experience.. cz i believe that when i door is closed, it means that Allah is guiding us to our destiny.. cz i believe in my self, and i belive that am somebody..

she's the 1st to be 20!

2011-01-02T23:47:00.000+08:00

NORUHAYU AZAL, 20 years old!

she transferred to my school from melaka in form 2.. i have to admit i had a crush on her back then, fought with my best buddy over her, then, as if written on a rock, we became classmate till the end of high school..

honestly, i thought that i'll be the one wearing the form 6's uniform and hearing about university life from her.. but God sure has funny way of telling you that He is in control of EVERYTHING..

so 2nd of january 1991, the day she was born.. she always told me that her mom actually planned on delivering her in 1990.. she said that, "mak ak kata ak nie degil sngt.. xnak kluar awal.. hahaha"

i confessed to her at the end of 2007 *er, that was when i was in form 4 right? er, sorry, i'm bad with numbers..* and just the same as any other sane girl will, she rejected me.. hahaha.. but i can accept her reason.. it was because we have become close friend that it will be awkward if things change..

but hey, it's her birthday and i know i had been 1 day edi.. but, HAPPY BIRTHDAY NORUHAYU BINTI AZAL!!

say freakin hello to 2011

2011-01-01T22:45:00.000+08:00

it's the first day of 2011.. hahaha..
well, nothing much really.. went off to work, then accompanied my dear manager to gemas to pick up some stocks there.. oh mind you, those chickens you guys ate, WEIGHT A TON! berat gler nk angkat stok2 ayam tu..

well, as soon as i got back from work, right around 7.15 i think, my ex-roomie during 1st sem of my foundation year, tachap called me and told me a bad news.. sorang kawan kitorang masuk hospital.. terkujat gak la ak time tu.. but Allhamdulillah, dngr khabar, smuanya berjalan lancar.. pasal per masuk spital, xyah nk sebok amek tw.. tpi tula.. time nie, Alhamdulillah, nmpk la walaupon kitorang da x 1 course mahupon uni, tpi still care bout each other when smua orng tny pasal berita tu.. what can i say, was that tu adalah dugaan pertama Allah bg tuk kami di 2011 nie..

HELLO THERE 2011!

lets wrap up 2010 and open the book for 2011!

2011-01-01T04:30:00.000+08:00

as they say in malay, TUTUP BUKU LAMA, BUKAK BUKU BARU!
hahaha..
so 2010 is a past now.. say hello to 2011..

what can i say bout 2010 is, it was a year that erm, INTERESTING?
hahaha..

jan 10'
after a week of mid sem break, we continued our second sem as asasi tesl students..
i think the best sem ever as a university student i ever had..
PTSL2C was just awesome.. hahaha..
the drama, the tears, the fights, and all the drama melayu we had in our class.. hahaha
classmates, room8s, team8s, the best!

comes march,
well, our last moment as UiTM LENDU FOUNDATION IN TESL STUDENT..
you know what i felt at that time? i felt like i was in a movie.. like those Disney Channel movie..
friendships, love and all other teen stuff.. i actually experienced these moments by hands!

J.A.F.A.H

though we only get to know each other for 1 sem.. no, not even 1 full sem.. but we love each other as if we knew each other since we were nine or ten.. honestly, i never had a group of friends that i love my whole heart till i met you guys..

ROOM-MATES!

i wish we got to be roomates from the start.. 1 sem was not enough.. we went out together, had dinner together, heck, we even shared the same *shampoo, bed, pillows, and most of all, SHIRTS!* i know i was a baby back then.. and it was amazing how you guys can stand it with me.. even my brother get frustrated having to share a room with me.. hahaha.. the moment when we lock the door and watched movies just the 4 of us in that room, when we cleaned up our rooms THOUSANDS of times * but amazingly, the longest we ever managed to kept it together was 2 days.. ahaha* and when ALL of us got lazy and asked our neighbours to closed the light for us.. it will always stay here in my heart.. :)

THE BATCH OF ASASI TESL 09/10

TESL WILL ALWAYS STAY IN MEMORY

then it was JUNE 10'

er, i hope it get that date right.. it never stayed in my mind. :P

well, my first year as a degree student..

hmmm.. honestly.. i was confused.. i want to continue my degree but not in this course..

when i went there, i was half hearted..

our trip to i-CITY Shah Alam

well to be honest.. i feel guilty towards these people.. i never gave them a chance.. i have to admit.. i myself won't let my heart to accept them as a fellow classmates.. when i look back, i realized how little memories that i had with them..

THE BEST B'DAY CARD I EVER GET SO FAR!

when it was my birthday.. that is when i realized how bad i'm.. these people care bout me.. but i don't wve gave them a chance.. OPEMS, i am sorry.. i know that only when it was near the end of our 1st sem that i actually talked to you guys the most.. the saddest part was i only get to know half of the class.. EPUL, SHIMA, FARAH, FAZA, HADI, AFID, AZHAR, ZACK, HAFIZAH, QIL, GG, AIMI, SYEDA, FIDA, AIN, ROCKY, BOB, SARIP, AZIZI, SYAFIQ, ADAM, ASIAH.. see? i only remember some of them? to those that i didn't mentioned your name here, it's not that i don't remember you guys.. it's just that, well, i didn't get to spent much of a time with you guys.. I AM SO SORRY!

well, now it comes to an end.. hey.. i'm workin right now and already creating new memories with my workmates.. trust me.. though we are working, we are still having fun at it!

this is how my story should goes, not the other way around

2010-12-30T02:14:00.000+08:00

i know i've been telling u guys bout this A LOT! so it's a shocking news if you guys didn't know bout this edi, HOW I F**KING HATE SHAH ALAM!

fine, the place is well built,
got nice facilities and such,
but i don't know..
i just can't live there..

my classmates,
ok, they were nice,
some, i hope can be my best friends for all 6 sems,
some, wow, there are people like you around?!
but hey, it has been fun with you guys,
tho ofcoz honestly if you guys ask me,
i choose my foundation friends over anything.

don't get me wrong..
it's not because of pangkat harta dan nama smua tu.. *ko pk nie drama swasta?*
it's just the fact that i can't accept the fact that i'm not able to hang out with them like i used to..

but that was all in the past..
now, i've made up my mind..
i'm going to reseat for muet,
then re-applied for the next sem..
i'm going to chase after my dreams,
one way or another..

OPEMS,
what we had, might not me a long time,
but enough to make me miss you guys..
and honestly,
i'll always remember my time as a fellow opems..

let me show you my parents!

2010-12-22T04:24:00.002+08:00

choices

2010-12-20T01:29:00.000+08:00

i hate it when i have to choose..
i always sucks at choosing thing..
but this is important.. for life matter..

work or study,
honestly speaking, after the stupid muet thinggy, i've lost hope to study..
accounting, is not really my thing.. and apparently, so does other stuff that involves with maths and number..
*now that sound stupid*

right now, working, though i feel tired, yet, i'm happy..
no exams, no stupid tests, no lectures to please *the managers are easy, and the customers are just for a while :P*

i don't know.. it's just that i've lost the will to study anymore.. not with the current course i'm taking..
honestly, after spm, my plan was to get a job.. to go to a university, to study, to take diploma, was just a dream..
but somehow, i managed to got the interview for tesl, and now, i'm taking my degree.. haha... Allah sure has funny way of showing you who's the big boss aite?
the reason why i took tesl was because i know, that would somehow make my mom proud of me.. and the other reason was english is the only thing that i can did well in high school.. the rest, well lets just say i'm not einstein like the rest of you, yet i'm no dumb ass.. it is not like i'm saying that i have great english.. pfffttt.. my muet result would told you that.. but hey, it is the only thing that i got..

trust me, if one would say that i'm a loser for not trying, for giving up, the don't fking know what i've been through.. i know you guys would say that maths and all the other things that involve with numbers are learn-able.. but you guys don't know me.. trust me, during spm, the only subject that i studied everyday after class was maths.. not add maths like the rest of you geniuses, but math-mod.. you know, the E-A-S-Y math.. know what i got for it during spm? a freakin C..

so now there's this one thing that keep on playing in my mind..

~~should i continue my study?~~

it's a secret..A SECRET RECIPE!

2010-12-14T20:30:00.000+08:00

so today, my so-called-twin, SYAMSUL HAFIZ, asked me to accompany him to pay the utilities..
then tetibe kata da bayar plak... so ok la.. kitorang pon g la jenjalan.. di temani sekali c SYED MUSAKAZIM,
kitorang pon g la makan..

jalan2 punya jalan, last2 c syed pon bg idea yg bernas *pd ak la sebab ak x perlu kluarkan duit.*
G MAKAN KAT SECRET RECIPE! wohoo! hahaha

yg c syamsul nie plak baru dapat duit biasiswa beliau yg sungguh bynk itewww...
mua ha ha ha!

the guy that got rich and decided to treat me.. :P SYAMSUL HAFIZ

this guy was my best friend during high school, we played basketball*ye, saya main basket.. hebat an saya?* studied at the library together *yes.. even i was amazed by the fact that i actually studied...*and lotsa things togeder geder.. and hopefully, he'll always be my best friend.. i think it is because we shared the same birthday date, that we manage to get along together.. :))

we fought a lot during high school.. can't believe how immature i was back then *oh yes.. saya SANGAT MATANG sekarang* but now, we have each other back..

muka minx belanja.. hahaha

this is syed.. haha.. dye nie memang x malu kalo minx belanja.. we were in the same class during menengah atas.. ak jadi librarian skh dulu pon dye ajak.. hahaha..

so this was what i was eating.. er.. lper la nama dye ap.. panjang bebenor.. yg tw ujung dye, mushroom beef steak.. er, kot..

nie plak yg c syamsul makan.. sama jerk an? SALAH!

beliau nyer black pepper..

manakala c syed punyer, ak x sempat nak amek gmbr.. ak da lapa sngt, smpi jerk makanan ak, trus SERANG!!! hahaha..

but we had fun.. the plan was to eat there with the rest of our friends.. u see, back then, during high school, we have a special clique of friend that we called ourselves, the FIFTEEN! hahaha.. well, actually, the name was for our company back during high school*yes, kami ad company kami sendiri time sekolah.. mampu?* and there were 15 of us.. so that's where the name came from.. so the plan was to have a gathering for all of us, tpi di sebabkan saya mempunyai nafsu serakah yg melampau, saya makan dulu! ahaks!

L.O.V.E

2010-12-09T06:14:00.001+08:00

no people.. this post is not ENTIRELY about me being in love..
geeeesshh.. what's up with all of you with me being in love?

okayyy, it has been a long time since i updated my blog as well as onlining on facebook..
seriously, no wonder all those private workers want a raise..
keja bagai nak mati yer.. time cuti pon kena keja.. =.=

well anyway,
i guess if you guys still remember those long-time-ago post,
i had mentioned bout love is a powerful thing, now wait, was that in blog or tumbler? oh well..

so anyhoos, that is true..
well, just imagine, without love,
your parents wont get 'busy' and get you guys rite?
*well sorry, i didn't say to imagine YOUR PARENTS DOING IT! GROSSS!!!!!*
see how powerful that is? *ok lets just forget bout our parents doing it*

if you guys care bout people that has been dead a few hundreds/thousands years, you guys must at least know bout the trojan wars..
know how that happen? no? typical..
well, if i'm not mistaken, it's about these two countries fought for a girl..
i think that girl was a princess who fell in love with the enemy's country prince and then ran away to that country so her father get angry and the the wars start.. er, i think..well the main thing is the stupid war with the big horse is about love.. *yes.. there was a big horse in the war*

i think i won't be able to get any special girlfriend till i reached the age 30 =.=
why? because i've promised my mom that i will buy her a house, and my dad a car, then i'll think about my love life.. i know, sound corny right? lantak la! da tu janji ak kt mak ak..

but hye, i've live long enough to see how loves go.. whether it's a long distance relationship, in-class love, cinta monyet, bla bla bla, i've experienced it.. no, ak bukan playboy la! jz that well, i got quite an active love life back then.. trust me.. i was an amateur compared to my classmate back then.. some got 3 lovers at the same time..

long distance - u gotta have trust in your partner.. but not too much trust.. TRUST ME! you'll regret it if you trusted them too much..
love at 1st sight - pfffttt.. how many of us actually experienced this? ok, i'll admit that i'll have a crush on EVERY CUTE girl that i see, but it will only lasted bout, er, 10 minutes? my advice, if you fall in love with some one on the 1st sight, well, take it slow.. if you push them too hard, well, it won't be a sincere love..

look at me.. talking*writing* bout love as if i know everything.. well, i'm just telling what i know based on my own past experience.. i know i don't have the look, but hye, once i love you, i mean REALLY LOVES YOU, like how ADAM LOVES HAWA, then it will take me a long time to cheat on you..er, i mean to hurt you, wait, er, ahhh, u guys know what i meant..

nie faie plak tag!

2010-12-01T06:05:00.000+08:00

ok.. nie c Faie plak tag.. hawau tol.. 30 ngek!

of fine ak wat.. 30 benda pasal saya!

1 - nama penuh Mohd Amirul Syafiq Bin Abdullah..

2 - mksd nama saya if direct translate,Muhammad Putera/Pemimpin/Raja Yang Penyayang.

3 - orang selalu sangka saya nie dak form 3.. dari form 3 lagi.. yela, ak tw la form 3 ak memang form 3 sengal.. tpi bwk smpi ak da nak 20 nie pon orng still ingat ak form 3.. ap cer..

4 - dulu, x yakin dapat masuk universiti.. sekarang alhamdulillah wat degree..

5 - sangat suka membaca........komik.. ap? ko pk ak rajin baca as in study ke? dream on..

6 - dengan bantuan rum8 saya di melaka dulu, Akim, saya sekarang minat sngt baca novel..

7 - ak minat baca pasal mythology jerk.. bukan pasal cintan cintun, Dear Yayah, New Moon, Full Moon, Come Moon smua tu.. harap maaf..

8 - saya x minat main or tngk bola sepak.. ap? ko nak kata ak bukan lelaki? meh ak sepak bola ko.. i mean, meh ak sepak bola ke muka ko..

9 - minat men basketbal eventhough x terer men.. g mampos la.. janji ak leh gak wat 3 pointer..

10 - da pernah 4 kali bercintan..

11 - paling awal start mengatal time form 1.. jngn bgtw mak saya tw tw tw.. t kena pkul ngan batang penyapu..

12 - suka nyanyi walaupon tau suara cam hampeh! biar la.. ramai jerk suara hampeh masuk af..

13 - saya ad sorang kawan bek sama tarikh hari jadi.. huhu..

14 - saya pernah wat RKO *ala... yg randy orton wat smak down tuuu* kat sorang kawan saya time form 2.. sian dye.. da la tengkuk sakit.. kena plak kat meja..

15 - saya RASA saya DARAH KACUKAN

16 - DARAH KACUKAN saya RASANYA la kan, darah INDON + JAWA + MELAYU = jd la saya.. ap? kacuk gak an ak?

17 - umor da nak 20 pon, ak still tngk cter kartun, power rangers dan shin chan *tu bukan kartun ke bodo?*

18 - saya pernah jadi budak asasi TESL di UiTM Melaka..

19 - saya dulu sekolah kat Sekolah Tinggi Segamat.. kalo kat bandor2 besor, orng panggil, Segamat High School.. mampu uols?

20 - ak x pernah amek tw pasal motor smpi la ak stadi kat melaka.. hawau tol..

21 - saya comel * g mampos.. blog ak an??*

22 - paling tidak meminati maths, akaun, nombor, calculus, algebra, dan ap2 sahaja mengenai nombor KECUALI, duit dan nombor telefon..

23 - jenis yg jawab exam pakai ingat ap yg lecturer/ cikgu/ cekgu *eh sama la tu*/ tenaga pengajar/ tutor ckp dalam kelas.. dalam erti kata len.. jngn harap nak tngk ak bukak buku stadi sngt...

24 - mungkin akan kawen pada umo 40 tahun kerana, mak saya da bg syarat tuk kawen.. ado...

25 - jenis yg berani kalo orng len takut, dan takut biler orng len berani.. er.. cam x betol jerk ayat tu..

26 - malas sebenarnya nak buat hamjadah tag2 nie..

27 - terkejut kerana masih membuat hamjadah nie..

28 - sngt berharap jngn ad yg tag ag pasnie..

29 - x suka kalo kena tulis benda nie smpi 30..

30 - gembira da tulis smpi 30!

da! sekarang pkul 6 pagi dan saya masih lom tdo.. sekian.. eh, kesian..

korang memang suke tag tag nie an an an?

2010-12-01T05:30:00.000+08:00

nie kena tag ngan Sarah Nabila.. memang sengal dak2 nie.. da tw ak keja, nak tag gak.. haihs.. hahaa.. wat ajerk la an.. so, lets get this sterted! i mean started!

1. Apa benda paling penting dalam hidup korang?

ikut urutan yer, x la bodo, bukan urut, ikut giliran la..

ok, 1st, family, 2nd, kawan baek, 3rd kawan, 4th harta benda *ye ak pentingkan harta benda.. pehal?* 5 baru la aweks... i mean awek.. yes..

2. Benda terakhir korang beli guna duit sendiri?

topup? eh x,makanan... er, ntah.. jngn tny ak pasal cara ak belanja duit!

3. Dimana tempat korang nak melangsungkan perkahwinan korang dan tema perkahwinan korang nanti?

bnyk kali ak bgtw mak ak.. t ak nikah kat masjid, then tetamu dtng, makan dalam dulang.. komplain? g mamp! yg kawen n kluar belanja ak!

4. Adakah korang sedang bercinta sekarang?

tngh! er, x! eh, belom! urm, ala.. tny soalan len x leh ke?

5. Berapa lama korang akan mencintai kekasih korang?

agak2 kalo ak tulis brape lama kat sini, kompem ak kena sembelih ngan member2 ak..

6. Dimana korang selalu jumpa kekasih korang?

er......

7. Novel/buku/majalah terakhir korang beli?

UTOPIA!

8. Apakah nama penuh korang?

MOHD AMIRUL SYAFIQ BIN ABDULLAH.. direct translate arab means, Muhammad Putera Yang Penyayang..

9. Antara mak dengan ayah korang, yang mana korang lagi mesra?

mak! eh x, ayah! er.. ok, mak..

10. Namakan orang yang betul2 nak jumpa dalam hidup?

mak dan ayah betol saya!

11. Adakah korang basuh baju sendiri?

hantar g dobi kira kita basuh sendiri an? ak g anta sendiri kot... pakai duit sendiri

12. Di mana tempat yang korang betul2 nak pergi?

er... ntah... mana2 la..

13. Pilih salah satu, peluk atau cium?

peluk sudeh.. geli la ak nak men cium2 plak.. basah!

14. Beritahu 3 perkara tentang orang yang tag korang?

again, Sarah Nabila..

1- pendek! *mampos ak jumpa dye t..*

2-garang! *mampos ak jumpa dye t..*

3-kami sama2 minat selena anak keturunan gomez...

15. 5 benda yang korang sayang dalam hidup korang?

benda? oh.. kt atas tu orng ea?

hurm.. fone, earfone, BAJU!, novel myths aku, n er, i guess, THAT frenship band..

16. 5 lagu korang suka dan selalu dengar?

xtw.. ak slalu men tukar2 dngr lagu.. g amek fone ak, click kt most played.. ko tw la t.. knp ak x wat sendiri? malas la bongek!

17. Bila Tarikh lahir korang dan korang sambut birthday kat mana tahun lepas?

4th Sep 1991! taon lepas? kata bawah blok dang anum ngan bean, bell, meor n er, ok eff, i forgot.. yg penting bawah dang anum.. taon lepas as in 2009 an an an?

18. 7 orang blogger korang nak tag?

xnak tag.. balik2 orng yg sama!

19. Cerita sikit pasal blogger pertama korang tag?

ak xda tag!

aidil adha di KFC

2010-11-18T11:03:00.000+08:00

hahaha.. so since it is sem break, i decided to work part time at the local KFC..
and since yesterday was hari raya haji, yes people, i have to work.. hhahah..
but who says that working during a holiday is a bad thing?

see?
this is what one, or two of my co-worker(s) have prepared for us.. hahaha
so still beraya la dalam kfc tu.. hahha

but the 'best' part was, since i'm a cashier, and the only male cashier i might add,
the cashiers must wear baju raya to work..
nice right? =.=

yes.. i know.. i look dashing and all..

tpi terseksa weh ak nak bergerak pki samping tu.. hahaha..

but anyway, i had fun.. well, honestly cz all the other cashier are girls so i look like i'm a guy with 4 wives.. :P

and it might be a bit late, but, selamat hari raya haji.. :)

10 things bout johorean!

2010-11-08T18:36:00.000+08:00

since this is my 100th post, horaaah, i'm gonna post something special,
it's bout my state, JOHOR!
yes, the state JOHOR.. say it with me, JOHOR! hahah..
johor though not having as much history as MELAKA, and not as entertaining as KUALA LUMPUR,
but it has it own specialty.. :)

p/s. i copied this from a note on facebook.. i didn't wrote it..

so 10 things bout Johorean,

1. They end 9 out of 10 sentences with Ekkk… Ekk ialah trademark orang Johor. Digunakan di hujung SETIAP ayat menggantikan tanda soal (question mark). Contoh :- Ni awak punyer ekk? Nama awak saper ekk? Kenapa kite kaler tak cantik ekk ? Dan macam-macam ekk lagi. Aku teringat semasa aku sekolah dulu, aku dan member sebelah aku boring yang amat di dalam kelas, so to keep us awake, kami dok mengira berapa kali Cikgu sebut ekk. In a period of 40 minutes, dekat 100 kali! Lepas tu kami gelarkan Cikgu tu as Cikgu Fadzillah* Ekk. (*bukan nama sebenar).

2. They refer to Johor Bahru as Johor and not JB. Kalau orang di negeri Johor sebut Johor, it meant Johor Bahru (JB), the city dan bukan Johor, the state. Biasa digunakan oleh mereka yang tinggal di luar Bandar Johor Baru seperti di Masai- chusettes umpamanya. Contoh : Beb, gua nak turun Johor laa. Lu mahu ikut gua tak? So, if you ARE already in Johor, tak kira di daerah mana – if the locals kata nak pergi Johor, it means nak ke Johor Bahru. Jangan pulak buat lawak bongok** berkata, ” Eh, lu kan dah ada kat Johor?” Or worse, jangan memandai nak tambah ekk with that question.

3. They pronounce Muar as MUOR. (kena juih bibir sikit) In fact you pronounce everything that ends with “AR” as “OR”. Contoh : Aku kena pakai seluor besor untuk main bola kat Bandor Muor besok. (Aku kena pakai seluar besar nak main bola di Bandar Muar besok). Aku teringat Kakak tegur aku bila aku cakap macam tu. Kenapa Mama sebut besar, BESOR ? Slipper , SLIPPOR ? Aku tergelak. Aku Cuma speak like that bila berjumpa dengan true blue Johorean aje. Lapo (lapar), penampor (penampar), ulor (ular), pagor (pagar) dan lain-lain.

4. They are brash with a CRAZY sense of humour. Honestly, I belum pernah jumpa orang Johor yang serious or square to a T. Or cannot take a joke. Walaupun pendiam atau pemalu , but their sense of humour boleh tahan gak. Almost all of them (yang aku jumpa dan kenal lah) are either loyar buruk or bigor **. Baik di kampung mahu di Bandar. The sense of humour is unique that I find kadang-kadang orang luar (non-Johorean) agak takut with the brashness of budak-budak Johor. (Did you see Majalah 3 the other night – see how Tunku Yem (nama manja Tunku Mahkota Johor) bercerita pasal anakanda dia Tunku Ismail ? Haha…. that is exactly my point!)

5. Diorang ada ENDUT **. Kalau tak pernah berendut, sure pernah ada endut or busuk-busuk pun teringin nak ada endut. Contoh ayat : Haa…kau dah ada endut yer ? Kau pergi berendut kat mana ? Orang berendut dia pun nak berendut.

6. Diorang Makan Gula Tarik, Sagun, Gula Kandy, Bobotok….Dah lama aku tak tengok atau makan gula tarik, sagun or kandy. Ada lagi ke bebenda ni kat Johor ? Aku tak boleh nak describe dengan teliti these things cos it has been 30 years since I last tasted them. Seperti Kak P cakap – makanan seperti botok botok. Kalau out of Johor, botok-botok dikenali dengan nama PAIS IKAN. Jangan tanya aku how to describe the ingredients cos aku tak berapa gemar makan sebab guna banyak sangat daun ( aku tak suka makan sayur – especially ulam). Yang aku tahu – pakai daun segala daun, termasuk daun betik dan gunakan kari ikan and balut dengan daun-daun tu dan kukus. Aku pernah tanya my Dad dulu – kenapa buruk benor nama dia bebotok. Then my Dad cerita : Di zaman dulu ada seorang nenek yang tinggal seorang diri. Everyday cucu dia akan datang bawak makanan. Nenek ini suka sangat pais ikan dengan bubur so dia suruh cucu ni bawak tetiap hari. Bila cucu tu bawak makanan lain, Nenek akan tanya “Mana Bubur Tok? “. Lama-lama Bubur Tok jadilah Bebotok – kesan dari cakap cepat-cepat. Itulah ceritanya. Aku kecik lagi masa my Dad cerita tu. So, kalau dia kelentong aku – maka kelentonglah cerita bebotok tu. Sekian adanya.

7. Pernah (or berangan nak) jadi Mat Rock. Aku rasa sebab kedudukan Johor dekat dengan Singapore, sebab itulah pengaruh Barat di Malaysia masuk melalui Johor dulu. Itu teori aku lah. But kalau ikutkan sejarah Johor, Sultan yang mula-mula kawin dengan Mat Salleh pun Sultan Johor (Almarhum). So, tak heranlah kalau kumpulan Rock kat Malaysia ini semua ada susur galur dari Johor. Amy, Zainal Abidin, Nash etc. Boleh pakai ke teori aku ni? Jangan aku kena pancung dengan Sultan, dah ler. Ampun Tuanku!

8. Kenduri Kawin Ada Telur Pindang.. Telur pindang ialah telur ayam yang direbus dengan segala macam rempah dan dedaun untuk mendapatkan that special taste. Lepas rebus, telur akan berwarna cokelat. Both kulit dan isi. I don’t like to eat telur pindang, so I cannot to describe the taste. Normally orang buat telur pindang ni for special occasion, seperti majlis perkahwinan. Zaman dulu-dulu, you can tell the social class of the tuan rumah – normally orang kaya-kaya jer buat telur pindang ni sebab ianya rumit dan makan masa berjam-jam therefore menggunakan kos yang tinggi.

9. Tidur atas LECA** (rhyme with letak and baca, the non-baku way). Baju simpan dalam GEROBOK **.

10. They never watch RTM sebab semua cerita dah tengok kat TV Singapore n indonesia!!! When I was growing up, aku cukup suka tengok TV Singapore sebab iklan dia semua dari overseas, very menarik. Besides the cerita yang terkinilah. Yang aku suka ialah iklan jeans Levi’s ( Let your love flow), iklan lagu Coke ( I’d like to build the world a home), iklan Kodak (Times of Your Life -Paul Anka ). Paling syok ialah masa Christmas, iklan dan lagu semua best-best. (But itu dulu, sekarang aku rasa semua rancangan sudah semasa.) Well, TV Singapore cuma dapat ditengok oleh penduduk JB dan kawasan yang sewaktu dengannya. As you go further up north (of Johor), you can see aerial TV semua setinggi pokok kelapa – semata-mata nak dapatkan siaran from Singapore n indonesia!…tv3 bru nk kluakn cter malin kundang kite dah bis tgk Apa lagi EKK?

Kamus Johor :
Saing - pergi bersama2..”nnt kite saing ehh pi sekolah” Bongok – bodoh Bigor – gila-gila, contoh :- Apek Senario tu macam budak BIGOR ekk ? Endut – makwe/pakwe. Awek/balak. Boifren/girlfren. Boleh digunakan tanpa mengira jantina.
Berendut - berpasangan. Pergi berendut- dating.
Botok-botok, bebotok – sejenis makanan menggunakan ikan, ditambah memacam dedaun, letak serbuk kari (don’t ask me – aku tak reti buat) dan dibalut dengan daun betik, diikat dengan sebelum dikukus. Alah, macam Pais Ikan tuh.
Leca - tilam. Normally dibuat sendiri menggunakan kekabu (orang zaman dulu-dulu semua DIY – tak ada Vono, Slumberland ).
Gerobok, Gobok -Almari. Tak kiralah simpan kain baju ke, simpan pinggan mangkok ke.
Sajak sesuai @ tidak -bkn puisi tau!!…cm nih ayat die..’sajak x beg nih pki ngn bju ni??”
roti perata – roti canai
semangka -tembikai
epok2 -karipap

cicak berenang dalam mangkuk jamban

2010-11-05T23:02:00.000+08:00

hahaha.. agak sengal kan title? hahaha..

arinie, the plan was basuh umah baru yg kitorang nak pindah tu..
mula2 mama kata nak basuh pas sarapan..
skali tukar pas sembahyang jumaat plak...

so dalam pkul 3, mula la sesi mengmas
huhu
ak pon ap lagi, bersihkan bakal bilik ak dlu la.. huhu..
umah baru nie besor sket dari umah lama..
3 bilik tido, 3 bilik air..
huhu

so naturally kena kongsi la bilik ngan adik ak an.. xpe.. so ak dpt bilik dpn ngan adik ak..
sebelah/belakang bilik ak/kami, bilik abang..
n kitorang kongsi bilik air..
means bilik air bercantum..
xpe la..
yg ak bengang,
KOTOR GILE BABI!!
tuan umah sebelum nie kompem subjek sivik fail!
tw la awak pindah masuk umah baru yg lagi besor, tpi kemas la umah tu btol2 sblm pindah..
=.=

then kat luar mama, abang ngan adik basuh tingkap..
gumbira sungguh yer mereka..
hahah
mama agak pembersih yer time basuh tingkap tu.. =.=

so nyambil tu ak ngan baba pon kemas bilik air kat bakal bilik mama ngan baba
huhu..
jamban dalam toilet tu menyimpan cecair berwarna kuning..
so baba try pam x da kluar air..
ak ckp la,
maybe air x bukak,
then da bukak paip nyer,
ak try flush..
skali ak nmpk ad benda panjang warna cokolat..
ingatkan najis td..
cilaks tol sape berak x flush..
rupanya cicak..
mula2 rasa kesian kat cicak cz kena flush..
skali rupanya cicak belaan atlit olimpik...
sungguh hebat berenang..
hahha
flush ag skali,
dye berenang lagi.. comel gler.. hahaha pastu ak da malas, ak bior kan jerk.. haha.. pandai2 la incik cicak pindah yer.. huhu

btw, as i'm writing this entry, my phone keep getting texts and misscalls from an unknown number..
tolong la! ak malas layan insane2 yg ak x kenal.. ak hanya layan insane2 yg ak kenal sahaja.. dan yer, ak memang taip insane dan bukan insan..

because of my parents, my family, my friends and everybdy in between

2010-11-01T17:02:00.000+08:00

would i be a bad friend when i say that i'm so jealous of my friends?
why?
because of FATE
i know i shouldn't blaming Allah's fate but i don't now..
it has been almost 1 sem after i graduated from asasi tesl..
it also has been 1 sem that i'm pursuing my degree in Business Admin
Lord know how much i loathe this course..

ok, maybe my classmate ain't that bad.. but truth be told, and no hard feeling here, i rather have my asasi friends here..
i guess i'm a lucky bastard *and i meant this.. u guys know my story aite?*
jz that i'm not grateful..
i have the most free time i think in uitm s.alam..
i don't have to take kesatria negara,
and lotsa other stuff,
but still, i hate this course..

when my friends who are taking their degree in english talk about their classes,
i feel envy of them..
when i'm in my class, i will always think that, what the hell am i doing? this is not my interest..heck, i didn't even applied for this course..
i even get jealous of my bestfriends..

i think this is maybe because i'm the type of person that hold on to the past..
that's why i'm still crying when i think of my friends back during asasi..

so now i'm hoping that things will change for the better..
so pray for me.. :)

influence of books

2010-10-27T22:18:00.000+08:00

i just finish reading the book Heroes of Olympus, The Lost Hero..
buku nie actually the new installment from Rick Riordan..

u knoe, yg tulis cter Percy Jackson tu..
it is about gods. yes.. gods not as in God.. There are differences between those two..
so the book, Percy Jackson is all about the Greek gods.. as in, Zeus, Hera, Poseidon, Hades, Ares.. those gods..
while the new book, Heroes of Olympus, still get a touch of Greek, but focus more on the Roman gods.. as in Jupiter, Neptune, Juno Venus, Mars..

i grow fond of these stuff.. the story line of the stories is simple,
the gods fell in love with humans, and have kids with them..
the kids are called half-blood or demigod, as the are half god, half human..
so the gods can't directly contact their children.. some stupid oath thinggy..
so the kids, growing up, not knowing who their father or mother are..

well, truth be told, i was hoping that my life would be like that..
no dumb ass, i'm not saying that i believe in those Greek gods,
well, u guys know my story right?
i never knew who parents are.. or were..

so somehow i can relate to those character in the novel that never knew who their parents are..
growing up wondering why they left me,
don't get me wrong, i LOVE my current parents so much,
i will risk even my life for them,
but u know, sometimes i just wonder,
if my life were like in the novels,
i could have like Zeus to be my dad..
i don't mean like having a lightning god,
but having someone important like a leader..
or Poseidon, not the sea god,
but an admiral (go look what it means ok)
or having Aphrodite as my mom,
a beautiful women (so i can inherit he good look)
what i'm trying to say,
is that,
what if my real parents are important people and i couldn't be with them for a reason or reasons..

but either way,
i wouldn't trade my current parents for anything..
as if not for what had happen, i wouldn't be where i am right now,
having this life that i love so much *though my life have is ups and down*
:))

these are the girls that i love

2010-10-21T14:26:00.001+08:00

if you know me, then u must know that i LOVE children so much!
ap? pedofilia? celaka..

hahaa.. so these are the girls that i love since my mom don't to give birth to a new baby girl for me.. :P

her name is, errr.. batrisya,, i think.. biasa panggil dye icha jerkk.. comel an? tngk la abng angkat beliau a.k.a aku.. da2.. g toilet sana kalo nak muntah..

yg maen air nie nama beliau fakhira farha.. :)
panggil dye a'a.. knp a'a? ske ati la nak panggil dye ap.. :P

so these are my girls that i love and miss so much..
u c, skrang diorang kat ganu.. da pindah sana.. so ak da xda adik pompuan wat masa nie..
minx mama branak lagi bole?

maka saya melepak sorang2

2010-10-20T21:38:00.000+08:00

so skrang nie umum tw uitm ngah stadi week.. ak pon x paham.. minggu b4 final, so spatotnya kena stadi..
tpi dye suruh cuti stadi lak an.. so saya sebagai budak baek, cuti la dari stadi *pernah stadi ke?*

tpi malangnya, lect mgt420 yg kusayang, dr.naim, suruh amek kuiz plak pagi td.. pkul 8.30 pagi lak tu..
memang ak ske bngun pagi pon!

pas amek tu g mcd, mangan, balik, buang air secara besar-besaran,
get ready g kl sentral..

smpi2 jerk da pkul 3 ptng..
*kompem korang pelik cmner abes test pkul 10.30, ak smpi kl sentral pkul 3.. nie la nama nya procrastinate..*
so ngan muka yg manis, "akak, tiket balik sgmt ad?"
akak tu pon menjalankan tanggungjawab, "ad.. pkul 11 malam dik"
ak pon.. "&@%#!%#^#(#4*$^*@$^@^*!#^$*@^$@&^!#%&%!&#&*$^*!@%@#*!&#@"
tp tu dalam ati la..

maka beli la tket pkul 11..

so tngk jam..
BAPAK LAMA LAGI LA SIAL!!!
*maaf kerana mencarut terang terangan.. tpi jujur la, pernah ke post ak bersih dari carutan?*

so text akim,
x balas..
text syamsul,
balas.. tpi beliau bz..

maka percaya @ tidak, saya merayap di mid valley megamall yg x braper nak mega tu, seorang diri..
hebat x? mampu?
*bapak loser lepak sorang2.. (T__T)*

so ak masuk mph,
da nak katam da td tngk buku2 kat mph tu..
makan,
er, ap lagi ek..
mrayap la bnyk..

tngk2 jam da pkul 8 lbey..
turun ke ktm, tunggu tren..
di 'hiburkan' oleh famili2 yg sngt obnoxious yer.. =.='
tensi ak.. bising la korang!

so skrang ak lepak kat kl sentral..
tunggu tren,
dngn sabarnyer..

reminisce of the good ol' day

2010-10-18T16:28:00.000+08:00

hahhaa.. i know, i'm the most corny person on earth,

DO I LOOK LIKE I GIVE A CARE?

so you guys must know that i have this stupid habit of remembering stuff that i can't never get back rite?

no?

then get the heck out of here..

so i'm juz laying around, with nothing to do,

*liar! next week is my final exam!*

so i decided to look at a couple of pictures from fb.. *that's stand for facebook ok cavemen?*
and the one that caught my attention is this album from faie's fb..

the one titled, 2 c' s d a y o u t :) ...

suddenly, i remember all about it..

the clothes that i wore at that time, the friends that i hang out with..

the food that we ate,

the moment when we shop at Family Store, all of it..

now, all of that is a memory that in a couple of years, will be a distant memories..

y? cz we are teenagers and we tend to create new memories *and sometimes living nightmares but wateva*

the one we called bestfriend, 10 years from now will be call old friend..

the one we called classmate, will be call a friend..

the one we thought of as siblings, will be just a friend..

that's the cycle of life *yes i quoted from lion king, u have a problem with that?*

but memories are like antiques..

u get them, u keep them safe, and years to years, some will be more valuable than ever, and some will be craps we called junks back at the backyard..

who i am right now is not that different from who i was back at high school..

but me now is beginning to understand that nothing stays forever,

even the once great city of Atlantis is now in ruins..

but i do hold on to this though,

every great monument will one day crumble, but it doesn't mean that we can't rebuild it..

finally it is almost the end!

2010-10-15T09:16:00.000+08:00

finally, da nak abes pon 1st sem degree ak...

hahaha..

dari xnak, nak balik la ap smua, da nak abes da rupanya..

tinggal nak jawab final jerk..

JERK? bajet cm boleh jawab la final tu?

so operation management..

dari tesl, ke business..

dari grammar, ke law,

dari writing, ke accounting...

hahhaa..

life kinda interesting somehow aite?

bler pk2 balik..

ad hikmah smua nie jadi..

1st, ak semakin faham ap itu erti kawan..

kenapa semakin faham?

sebab day by day,

mereka2 yg kita panggil kawan nie,

akan tunjukkan belang mereka..

semakin lama kita kenal seseorang,

semakin bnyk benda yg kita tw pasal diorang..

be it either good or bad..

ak xtw ap yg orng len pk pasal aku, as a friend..

ak yakin ak bukan la kawan yg bek..

ak rasa aku la yg paling rajin emo, ngengada serta ap jua benda x best.. wakakaka..

da2.. post pasal kawan wat len..

nie pasal the end of sem..

so honestly, this sem is not as adventurous as my years as a teslian..

but it did has it shares of memories with moi..

new surrounding, new friends, new classmate, new sh*ts to learn..

EVERYTHING IS DAMN NEW!

hahaha..

well, a robin has to change to a nightwing aite?

hahaha... for those yg x faham ayat last td tu, X YAH SEBOK NAK TW!

yg paham, X YAH SEBOK NAK WAT2 TW!

can't wait to get back home..

hopefully, DAPAT AMEK LESEN SECEPAT YANG MUNGKIN!

da dapat lesen, er.. sama gak kot.. g memana nek public transport..

s.alam agak memeningkan saya yer jalan nyer.. n so does other megacity..

~ it's time to be nightwing ~

Dreams that are so weird!

2010-10-14T16:51:00.000+08:00

lately, i've dream dreams that are way weird..
1st, is a dream about my dad..
ok, those who know me well,
must have known that i'm adopted..
so rite now, i don't know WHICH dad i've been dreaming about.
in the dream, it tells me that my i-don't-know-which-dad,
have longing to talk to me..
the dream says that it has been a long time since i talked to my i-don't-know-which-dad
it couldn't be my real dad right?
i mean, i didn't even know what he look like..
and my right now dad, last i checked, i've talked to him through phone..
well, i prefer to talk to my mom but at least i've talked to him..
hmmm... this is typical problem when u r adopted..
oh well..

the next one is also weird..
i dream about my used-to-be-bestfriend...
lately i've been dreaming that i'm sitting around with her,
talk like we used to,
like we are friends again..
it is so wierd...
i mean,
we haven't talk to each other for about 2 YEARS!
*yes.. when i'm angry at you, it will turn to hating you, the i'll act as if you never exist.. that is if we get into a rellt good*which mean bad* fight*
so i don't know why in the world would i have a dream bout her..
hish!

I WANT THIS BEAUTIFUL BABY! dyana n faie take note

2010-10-12T11:02:00.000+08:00

this lil baby is called Nokia N8

touch screen,

smart phone,

symbian os3,

3D Graphics HW Accelerator with OpenGL-ES 2.0 support

12 megapixel camera *it better be!*

so bestie DYANA BANGS,

n kakak ku yg cantek, jelita, bijak, baik hati, dan KURUS,

WAN NUR FAIZA,

belikan meh...

it only cost 370......euro..

tagged to DYANA, Thanx to SARA

2010-10-09T19:30:00.000+08:00

1.Siapakah diri anda di rumah?
anak mak yang bnyk melawan ckp mak..
2. Siapakah diri anda di sekolah?
anak mak yang MAKIN banyak melawan ckp mak..
3. Tiga benda yang anda idamkan tetapi belum tercapai?
1) berat badan yg ideal..
2) degree in english
3) rumah banglo 4 tingkat

4. Siapakah nama pasangan anda?
Nokia Xpress Music 5800 saya..

5. Ceritakan 5 perkara yang anda suka tentang pasangan anda
1) yg kluar dari mulut dye, lagu2 yg saya suka jerk..
2) dye x gmok sngt, x slim sngt..
3) dye x minx benda mahal2 macam handbad jadah tu smua..
4) dye x bising kalo saya pegang enfon laen..
5) kalo bising sngt saya boleh tekan off or silence.. so dye x kuat bebel..

6. Bilakah tarikh anda couple?
awal bulan 8..
7. Apakah kenangan pahit anda bersama pasangan anda?
bler saya ad bnyk gmbr best nak rakam tpi beliau kehabisan bateri.. oh the horror..
8. Lagu tema cinta anda?
Dia Milikku..
9.tag 3 rakan yang lain
1) dyana *tngk.. ko still no 1.. bangga x?*
2) qil
3) GG

KARAOKE

2010-10-09T19:13:00.000+08:00

so is has been a while since this oh-so-angelic voice of mine get to go all out..

yes.. SINGING! bajet suara sedap an an an?

dulik!

hahhaa..

so pagi td pas subuh ak x tdo..

stay up men game the sims 3 punya pasal..

tetibe around 11 camtu cik sofia izanie a.k.a classmate kuwh,

texted me...

text beliau berbunyi,

'am, karok yuk!'

mudah,

ringkas,

tepat,

dan x memeningkan ak nak tekan ke bwah...

aku pon sebab penat tngk jay sean semalam,

trus bersetuju..

*ap kena mengena?*

tetibe x lama pastu,

kakak saya yg gagah dan kacak,

x lupa agak GEM,

faiza mohd siful

pon anta txt gak..

berbunyi.

'am, karok jom!'

mereka seperti da x geti nak tulis ayat laen yer..

lbey kurang sama jerk..

tpi last2 beliau x jd..

xpe la..

g la berdua ngan sofia..

tu dia..

gian nak karok nyer pasal,

20 LAGU YER!

smua lagu nak high pitch bajet suara macam adam lambert..

pastu rasakan..

SAKIT TEKAK!

xpernah2 aku nyanyi smpi 20 lagu..

lagu high pitch plak tu..

memang ak dak AF pon..

hahha

xpe la..

gian nyer pasal..

pasnie kena tunggu lama baru dapat..

*yakin jerk.. ak da jumpa member karok ngan tmpt karok, memang tiap minggu la*

oh lper..

FINAL DA DEKAT LA BENGONG!

xleh2..

xleh men karok2 ag..

pasnie nyanyi dalam jamban jerk..

biar orng len sembelit dngr suara ak..

HAHA

The One Called Am

Boys Will Be Boys

Who's Up For A Journey ?

Happy Birthday Dad ! I Owe You Big Time !

Ke Puncak !

too buzy or too lazy ?

New Place, New People, New Experience

Ujian Dan Dugaan Allah part 2

Ujian Dan Dugaan Allah part 1

i'm honored !

Aku Masih Ingat

Bahasa Itu Sebahagian Dari Hidup Kita

Why Good Bye Sucks!

i'm so not good at saying good bye!

the big TWO O !

i'm fine with being myself.. you?

sometimes the one for us is the one that we neglect the most

I Managed To Swallow A 7 Inches!

Saya Segak Berbaju Melayu

Keseronokan Berbuka Waktu Berkerja..

Pengalaman Berpuasa

NASI LEMAK ORGASM!

i got reconnected my my primary school mates!

ingat lagi?

cikgu yang paling kita benci dlu la, yang paling kita ingat

point of view from both sides

MISS J. ALEXANDER!

saying good bye isn't as simple as it sounds

sahabat

my past time hobby

keep on waiting with patience..

Marry You

What The Hell!

it is called a CCM PARTY!

it's funny when you feel that everyone is around you, but there's no one to talk to

GLEE - "Umbrella/Singin' In the Rain" Full Performance

fun fair.. AGAIN!

First Giveaway Ame dan Aneff!

fun fun FUN!

Glee styled Baby

go the distance

DEAR YOU

who says

I WAS BORN THIS WAY

balik keja pukul 3 pagi

GUNUNG LEDANG PEOPLE!

Hello Again Shah Alam

A Place Is As Good As The People That We Know

once upon a time

i got a twin!

Gotta Live Like We're Dying

if things can go my way...

banjir di segamat..

power rangers!

live like we're dying

SHAH FREAKING ALAM!

every mile will be worth my while..

SHE'S A MONSTER! A SHOPPING MONSTER! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

i'm sad but i'm glad..

she's the 1st to be 20!

say freakin hello to 2011

lets wrap up 2010 and open the book for 2011!

this is how my story should goes, not the other way around

let me show you my parents!

choices

it's a secret..A SECRET RECIPE!

L.O.V.E

nie faie plak tag!

korang memang suke tag tag nie an an an?

aidil adha di KFC

10 things bout johorean!

cicak berenang dalam mangkuk jamban

because of my parents, my family, my friends and everybdy in between

influence of books

these are the girls that i love

maka saya melepak sorang2

reminisce of the good ol' day

finally it is almost the end!

Dreams that are so weird!

I WANT THIS BEAUTIFUL BABY! *dyana n faie take note*

I WANT THIS BEAUTIFUL BABY! dyana n faie take note